mEloDy of a yEllOw rOsE in onE stArRy nIgHt

i don't wanna miss a thing

2006-10-21T19:49:00.000+08:00

* just to post something new. things have been so hectic these past weeks and i'm starting to loose my grip, again.. (sigh) that's why i can't update my blog. tinamaan lang ako ng Last song syndrome so mag-post lang ako. madami ng nangyayari sa akin, and.. uhmm... basta...

so ito na yung song...

I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing
by regine velasquez

I can stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I can spend my life in this sweet surrender
I can stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you
Is a moment of treasure

(Chorus)
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dreams would never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I wonder what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
And then I kiss your eyes
And thank god we're together
I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever
Forever and ever

(Chorus)

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
I just wanna be with you
Right here, right now
Just like this
I just wanna hold you close
And feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For the rest of time

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

(Chorus)

I'd still miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
The sweetest dreams would never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss a thing

anytime you need a frend

2006-09-25T20:49:00.000+08:00

* sorry for the things that had happened, i never really wanted this to happen. i just want to bring back the past. just remember, i'm always your frend. hope that we'll be ok soon. and i really mean it. sobrang pahirap tong ganto, promise.

Anytime you need a Frend
by the beu sisters (ost-home on the range)

La La La La La La La La La La

When your sad
When your feeling low
When your hurt
And don't know where to go
Think of me. there i'll be
Anytime you need a frend

When your down
And your luck runs out
Or if your in trouble or in doubt
It's Ok..turn my way
Anytime you need a frend

[Chorus]

La La La La La La La La

All our lives
Anywhere we are
Just reach out
I'll Never be to far
Come what may
When your scared I will stay with you
When you feel your fallin'
I'll lift you
When your heartbreaks
I'll Ease your aches,
Whatever it takes I'm in
Anytime you need a frend
There I'll stay
Anytime you need a frend

[Chorus]

When you need a frend
Come what may, there i'll stay
Now until the very end
Anytime you need a frend

La La La La La La La La

reflection

2006-09-20T21:27:00.000+08:00

Reflection
(Pop Version)
by: christina aguilera (ost - mulan)

Look at me
You may think you see who I really am
But you'll never know me
Ev'ry day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world what's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

2nd time around

2006-09-12T19:15:00.000+08:00

september 11, 2006
1st day of classes for 2nd year 2nd term, ok naman
maaaga na mga pasok ko pero may pagka whole day, tsk tsk tsk
pero atlis mas maaga na uwian ko compared dati na 5:50

deveweb (web development)

- 2nd time around, got to make changes..
ano na ba maganda gawan ng website?? hmmmm.... esep esep
new prof eh, di na si miss mela, di rin naman si ms. rhia
so totally no idea kami kung pano magturo yung prof
i just hope he's ok, ok for me to get a 5!! hahaha babawi talga!!

elemfre (french)

- funny prof... mahirap magpunta ng cr, kasi kelangan magpaalam in french
i just hope it would not be that hard to pass this course ^_^
excited pa naman ako matuto..

sysdev1 (systems development 1)

- sir ona ulit!! but different course naman, from vlchain to sysdev1.
kakatakot, pero sana hindi naman kami ulit maging bloody..
and i hope di kami matulad dun sa half ng class ni sir ona last term na sinawimpalad..
aaral maigi!! grrrr!!!

intract (introduction to accounting)

- ms tangkeko! hahaha for the 3rd time..
1st yr 2nd term databas si ms. tangkeko.
2nd yr 1st term bizproc si ms. tangkeko ulit!
2nd yr 2nd term intract sya ulit!! hahaha dami nya alam noh??
sana maging ok naman sa course na toh, la projects!! yey!

september 12, 2006
2nd day...

chemone (chemistry one)

- 1st and last subject for the day namin ni hennie, justin at ako
the prof was ok, mukhang fun naman yung subject
sana makabawi ako, kasi chem ko nung high school di maganda,
hope this one will be a good experience for me

so, lahat na ng subjects ko for this term nakapagmeet na
well except for the lab kasi sa thursday pa kasi
got to make changes na talaga ^_^ babawi
dapat ma dl ako!!! before anything else!

*sorry if things didn't go as what you've expected.. goodluck na lang sa studies..

before anything else

2006-09-10T21:15:00.000+08:00

today is September 10, 2006 and tomorrow will be the brand new start of my 2nd term in college that'll be my 2nd year 2nd term

di ko lam if ready na ako pumasok
parang gusto na ayaw
magulo pa..

pero sure ako magiiba na...
babawi ako..

"start of something new" nga raw
haay, sorry sa mga friends ko di ko man lang kayo nakita this term break ko..
hahaha busy pa din eh...
sowee don, sa kita kita na lang ng k2gs..
yung sayaw natin ah!! :P

can't wait to see you all!! ^_^

Start of Something New
by zac efron and vanessa ann hudgens(ost high school musical)

Living in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance

I never believed in
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart
To all the possibilities

* I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
And right here tonight
(I know it for real)
This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

Now who'd of ever thought that
We'd both be here tonight
And the world looks so much brighter
With you by my side

Repeat *

I never knew that it could happen
Till it happened to me
I didn't know it before
But now it's easy to see

(That) It's a start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart

The start of something new
Start of something new

connected

2006-09-01T20:57:00.000+08:00

* life is sure a roller - coaster, lots of ups and downs.. minsan pa nga nakataob ka pa.. just have to enjoy the ride, and surely you'll finish it with a happy and contented heart.

Connected
by sarah paxton (ost - aquamarine)

I'm blind-folded on this roller coaster they call life.
Keep trying to make it through the next turn, knuckles white and holdin' tight.
So here I go, takin' a curve, but I know that I'm never alone.
I think of you, I know you'd never let me go.

I feel connected, protected, it's like you're sitting right with me all the time.
You hear me, you're near me, and everything else's gonna be alright. 'Cause nothin' can break this, nothin' can break this, nothin' can break this time.
Connected...connected inside.

It's not an accident, the time we spent apart.
But now we're so close, I can always find you right here in my heart. You've given me somethin' I need, and I don't ever want it to end. Because of you, I know I've found my strength again.

I feel connected, protected, it's like you're sitting right with me all the time.
You hear me, you're near me, and everything else's gonna be alright. 'Cause nothin' can break this, nothin' can break this, nothin' can break this time.
Connected...connected inside.

Everytime that I breathe, I can feel the energy.
Preachin' out, flowin' through, you to me and me to you.
Find your dream, walk or stand, you are everywhere I am.
Seperate souls, you to find, touching at the speed of light.

whoa, ah-oh, ah-oh, ah-oh, ah-oh, ah-oh, ah-oh, ah-oh

I feel connected, protected, it's like you're sitting right with me all the time.
You hear me, you're near me, and everything else's gonna be alright. Connected, protected, now you're in my mind, now I'm doin' fine.
You hear me, you're near me, and everything else's gonna be alright. 'Cause nothin' can break this, nothin' can break this, nothin' can break this time.
Connected...connected inside.

new life

2006-09-01T19:31:00.000+08:00

Here’s a funny experience that happened to me this day. My mommy told me that September 1 is the first day where Christmas songs are played on the radio. Kasi sa month na daw yun nagstastart ang countdown sa 100 days before Christmas. Di ba Christmas is the birth of Jesus?? It means new life so here comes my funny experience today, on the first day of the month of September. On my way to school, I was riding the lrt so its from monumento to vito cruz. There were really lots of people early that time. When the train got to UN station many people got off the train, so lumuwag na. Hehe Nearing the Pedro Gil station someone shouted. Nagpanic ako! Naka ipod kasi ako, so hindi ko naintindihan. Kinabahan ako kasi baka may bomb threat na naman, kasi dati nagkafalse alarm nun, nagpanic lahat ng tao, muntik na ako magdive kakatulakan. But this time it was different, coz people were laughing. I asked one lrt passenger what was it all about, then she answered me, “nanganak daw yung ale!” Sa isip isip ko, what?!?! bakit dito?? Hehehe new born babies on the first day of the month!! Yup, babies, kambal daw eh..hehehe So nagstop yung train, sa pedro gil, and we saw the guards running everywhere. And some passengers where looking for some nurses on the train at that time to help the lady who just gave birth. After that, here comes some guards with a wheel chair, but unfortunately hindi masasakay dun yung babae. So, intay intay pa for help. I saw some people taking pictures. Why would they even want a picture of a woman having labor?? Hahaha maybe because its funny thing, manganak ba naman sa train eh.. hehehe Finally, dumating na yung help, supposed to be a strecher, door ang dala nila!! So for an improvised strecher is a door. Bagong tanggal ba yun??ehehe So, masaya lang ako para sa kanilang mag-iina. Ano kaya name nila?? If girl and boy, siguro si Pedro and si Gil.. hehehe

So siguro sign yun, for me to have a NEW LIFE!! There’s got to be changes…. I need a NEW LIFE!!!!

regrets

2006-09-01T18:54:00.000+08:00

..........

la ako masabi

basta so so so

SORRY

i never imagined things would be this way. if i only knew, i would never have let it happen. i only feel so depressed thinking about it. i have not only disappointed myself but i have also disappointed the people who have believed me in me. with that, im really sorry..

"every experience brings out something good. good times become good memories. bad times become good lessons. you never lose, you only gain from life."

priorities

2006-08-23T20:00:00.000+08:00

its almost a month since i last posted...another term has passed by
and honestly, i guess things got out of hand...
things went by so fast i wasn't able to get a grip of it...
*sigh
bakit ganun?? sabi ko nun, babawi ako this term coz i want to prove something...
kaso, mukhang di maayos mas lalo pa ata lumala...
i just really hope na sana wala ako bagsak... PLEASE LORD...
help me please...
*sigh ulit
sobra nakakalungkot itong term na ito..
i don't want to regret my choice of course
but how come everything is so wrong..
siguro kasi masyado ako naging passive??
i let other people do things and decide for me..
na dumating sa point na wala na akong magawa...
alam mo yung feeling na may gusto kang gawin,pero di mo magawa??
alam mo yung feeling na may magagawa ka sana pero di mo alam kung pano??
nakakainis yung mga feeling na ganun!!!
argh!!
haaay... kaso nangyari na.. i really really NEED to make changes!!!
i don't want to disappoint people who expect from me..

haaay... isa lang siguro masasabi ko for this term...

SORRY....really really really sorry

what i've been looking for

2006-07-13T21:18:00.000+08:00

* sobra na ako naaaddict sa High School Musical ^_^ i like the dances, and i love the songs! so this song im posting is dedicated to my sister.. hehehe and sana to someone i dreamed of narin in the future!! hahahaha topak!

What I've been looking for
by Zac Efron and Vanessa Anne Hudgens
(ost - high school musical)

[Troy:]
It's hard to believe
That I couldn't see
You were always there beside me

[Gabriella:]
Thought I was alone
With no one to hold

[Both:]
But you were always there beside me
This feeling's like no other
I want you to know

[Chorus]
[Both:]
I've never had someone that knows me like you do
The way you do
I've never had someone as good for me as you
No one like you
So lonely before I finally found
What I've been looking for

^_^

iba talaga kapag sister mo na ang kasama

2006-07-13T20:42:00.000+08:00

so may pasok na daw bukas and umuwi pa ate ko
kawawa naman sya bukas, 7 am pa pasok nya ang aga sobra!

pero, sa totoo masaya ako kasi umuwi na sya
parang nawala yung sadness ko inside
sobrang lungkot kasi this week for me..
well, except for monday
(see past post for more details: never been happy for the past few days)
napanood na namin together high school musical!! ^_^

haaay.. kasi iwan ako bahay this week kasama lang mga old peepz
sila mommy and daddy on vacation with my auntie and his husband
punta sila cebu then bohol... as you can see iwan kami
then ate ko umuwi sa dorm nya
so ako naiwan kasama mga lola and lolo ko
wala na ako kausap sa bahay
tapos may nangyari pa kahapon..haaay
wala na lang nagawa kundi umiyak... huhuh

haaay, pero buti tapos na..
umuwi na ate ko so masaya na ako!!
hahahaha
and malapit narin umuwi sila mommy!!
hahaha
sana may pasalubong!!
hahahah
see?? parang tinotopak na ako!!
^_^

frend

2006-07-12T17:02:00.000+08:00

sorry...

it's over

2006-07-11T21:45:00.000+08:00

haaaay....

akala ko di na matatapos yung happy days ko
pero ayun nga, tinapos na sya ng b*****c
huhuhuhuhuhu

haaay, pag depressed ka nga naman idaan na lang sa kain
pero ang payat ko pa din..
haaay...

parang gusto ko na naman umiyak
pero syempre kelangan magpingil...
haaay, kaysa magpaka-crybaby na naman ako..

haaay...
what i miss today are my bez melavz and gelai
haay.. namimiss ko yung time na punta kami cr tapos dun iiyak
haay.. kapag medyo nakakainis yung acads namin and naiiyak kami
diretso cr at dun umiiyak.. haay..

kung nababasa mo toh ngayon melavz... i need a hug...
i need k2gs... hahahaha

haaaay...

never been happy for the past few days

2006-07-10T21:25:00.000+08:00

July 6, 2006

^_^ Artapre Midterm
we dance and dance and dance
one thing that made me really happy
and it made me miss alot of things in high school
basta masaya, gusto ko ulit magsayaw
ok lang kahit masakit sa katawan
gusto ko ulit masanay magsayaw
sana ok yung grade namin
i really really really love to dance!!
^_^ picture picture then after
nagpaka-vain kami lahat
^_^ Birthday ni magz that day!!!
happy 18th birthday, can't wait till nung debut nya..

July 8, 2006

woke up at 8
gawa kagad bizproc
went to the dentist at 10
went home around 11
gawa ulit bizproc
went to sm at around 130
bili regalo and sinamahan magpagupit ate ko
went home around 4
gawa ulit bizproc
^_^ went to Magz's debut around 630
nun na lang ulit ako natuwa ng ganun
sa school kasi hindi ako makapagsaya sa dami ng iniisip
puro schoolworks! argh!
at that time, wala muna ako iba iniisip kung di ang makasama lang sila
ang magenjoy ang time na nakasama ko sila ulit
iba talaga ang k2gs!! nun na lang ulit nakasayaw ng kasama sila
basta masaya
went home around 12
rest na, bukas na ulit bizproc :P

July 10, 2006

went to school at 9 para sa bizproc
luckily natapos namin, so sad di kami umabot..
so sorry talaga hennie, pero thank you rin.. love yah boomboom!!
pero after nun, parang nakahiya ako ng maluwag
ang hyper ko tuloy the whole day
^_^ kain kami lunch sa chowking
ako nag aya kasi sakit ngipin ko, kain ako shanghai lauriat at wanton noodles (hati kami ni fil sa wanton)
nagpakabusog and nagpakahyper
libre kami ni jedi ng zagu, thank u jedi!
^_^ after kumain laro kami 1-2-3 pass
ang saya sobra, pahiran ng pulbos ang talo
lahat kami (fil, lysta, justin, ako) puro pulbos mukha
mga 2 balik kami gokx na meron pa din pulbos na sabog sa mukha
habang papunta dun nakita pa kami ni miss tangkeko
basta ang saya
^_^ ang hyper ko na talaga the whole day
basta, ang saya, yung feeling na parang highschool lang
sana lagi ganun...
lam ko marami kelangan gawin pero sana makayanan ko
and sana ganun ako ulit..
kasi i love being me, the real me, yung tulad kanina
mahirap explain pero if u really know me
magugulat ka.. ^_^ ang saya..

ang dami pics this past few days..
i'll be uploading pics in my multiply..
http://jayne8.multiply.com
visit nyo na lang yun..

sige that's all for now,
kelangan ko pa magreview sa vlchain...
ginanahan lang ako magpost ngayon kasi la ako makausap dito sa bahay..

^_^

2006-06-22T23:44:00.000+08:00

that's what i'm trying to do...
to just smile and forget about everything
that's bothering me..

masaya naman..
^_^

and now

2006-06-21T20:56:00.000+08:00

......................

no comment na lang
gusto ko lang magpost...
i think there's no words for me
to explain everything

may nag tanong sa akin kanina,
masaya daw ba ako??
sagot ko, medyo medyo
malungkot na masaya
gulo noh?? basta yun na yun.. hahaha
sabi naman nya,
oo nga. kita daw kasi sa mukha ko..

question lang,
why are there people who are, let say,
"gifted" to read faces/eyes when it comes to what people feel?
bat ako di ko magawa yun?? hahaha
nalalaman nila na masaya ka
or malungkot ka
or inlove ka... hahahaha

ewan ko.. basta... sige yun lang..
papahinga na lang ako ngayon
stressed na this passed days eh
thursday na naman bukas
matatapos na naman ang isang linggo

kaya ko pa toh!!
just a lot more faith
and try mag enjoy
^_^

ang gara

2006-06-20T21:40:00.000+08:00

ang gara ng feeling...
ang hirap explain pero basta ang gara..
yung lang siguro yung word
na makakapagdescribe sa nararamdaman ko..

kasi! argh!
nakakainis, naguguluhan ako..
hmp! ewan ko na nga dun..
hayaan na lang natin..
wag na lang isipin...

ay ewan..

unproductive = not good

2006-06-18T20:47:00.000+08:00

haaay...
tapos na weekend and napaka-unproductive ko!
grrrr!!! puro pahinga...

good thing..
kasi nababawi ko yung strenght ko
na nadrain ng buong week
so may strenght na ako for the next week

pero..

bad thing..
ang dami kelangan gawin and may nagawa ba ako??
siguro puro na lang isip..
naiisip ko kung ano yung dapat kong gawin kaso...
i can't put it into action.. ewan ko ba..
pagod or tinatamad??? argh!!
meron nga strenght wala naman output!!
nyak!!

hahaha nababaliw na ako.. 4th week pa lang ng pasukan!!
hahhaha hehehehhee hihihihihih
hohohohoh huhuhuhuh

wala.. kabangagan na ito!
sige po.. paalam...

finally found what i've looking for

2006-06-17T21:55:00.000+08:00

4 weeks na akong pumapasok ngayon
and alam mo yung feeling na parang ending na ng term
kasi ang daming ginagawa na...

and for this past week though stressed dahil ang dami ginawa
meron din naman mga nangyari which made me happy.. ^_^

nagbadminton with friends
medyo nakapagbanat ng buto hehehe
medyo sumakit lang katawan kasi nabigla ata
after a long time na walang exercise eh

bonding with nene trix
hehehe tnx po ah.. ^_^ next time ulit..

moving on sa research namin ni hennie
sana di na kami mag-cram..

patience is a virtue accdg to lrt buddy
la lang.. gusto ko lang sabihin..

sige, that's all for now..
dami pa gagawin eh.. sana matapos ko..
kaya toh!! ^_^

to have faith and to try to enjoy

2006-06-11T19:33:00.000+08:00

long weekend pero two days are almost over
and ngayon pa lang ako magsisimula gumawa
siguro nawili magpahinga kasi for the last 3 weeks
sobrang ang daming ginagawa... what more pa sa susunod na mga weeks??

to accomplish everything i'll stick to what my title says
that's from my friends.

to have faith...
is from nene trix.. ^_^
wala lang, para kayanin syempre kelangan nyan...

try to enjoy...
is from my kabarkada don.. ^_^
(alam mo na yan) hahaha

dami gagawin sige that's all!

kain tulog gala sayaw year II

2006-06-03T17:12:00.000+08:00

Happy 2nd Anniversary!!!
* To my dearest barkada, I really miss you guys. Sad for me dahil ang aga ng pasukan ko hindi ako makasama sa mga gala nyo pa. Pero tnx din sa mga nagtetext sa akin na iniinform ako kahit papaano.. hehehe Haay, 2 years have passed and we're still together! and drama pero totoo, tnx for being my friends. Can't do it without you guys! I miss our kain, tulog, gala, & sayaw together! hehe

Happy
by Alexia

You know what I'm saying?

* Happy
It's so nice to be happy
Everybody should be happy
It's so nice to be happy

Happy
It's so nice to be happy
It's so nice to be happy
It's so nice to be happy

I wanna take you to my world to be happy
`Cause I can't live without your love
Yes you know

I've never needed anyone to be happy
But thats the way that things go wrong
Yes you know

I was afraid to open my eyes
Don't even know how many tears that I've cried
Now that I've found the love of my life
I don't get down down down down down

Repeat *

I've never been in love before and I'm happy
`Cause you're the one I'm looking for
Yes you know

You bring the sunshine into my life
Your lips are burning and the feeling is right
I can't believe It's true that you're mine
Don't let me down down down down down

Repeat *

I just pray
You'll never run away
Can't wait another day
To hold you tight
To hold you tight

Repeat *

Happy
It's so nice to be happy
It's so nice to be happy
It's so nice to be happy

Everybody should be happy

wag na lang???

2006-05-29T20:33:00.000+08:00

* haaayy, no comment na lang....

Wag na lang
by Heart Evangelista

Wag na lang kung palagay mo di tayo magtatagal
'Wag na lang kung kapiraso ang iyong pagmamahal
'Wag na lang kung napilitan
'Wag na lang kung iiwanan
'Wag na lang maari ba ay huwag na lang

'Wag na lang kung di mo kayang magbigay ng panahon
'Wag na lang kung di makuhang sa iba'y di lumingon
'Wag na lang kung palabas lang
'Wag na lang kung porma lang
'Wag na lang maawa ka o huwag na lang

* Kung sasaktan mo lang ako paluluhain mo lamang
Kung di tapat at totoo ay huwag na lang
Kung meron kang ibang kutob
Paaasahin mo lamang
Kung di buo and iyong loob ay huwag na lang.
Huwag na lang, 'wag na lang

'Wag na lang kapag kaibigan lang pala and pagtingin
'Wag na lang, kapag hindi tiyak akong mamahalin
'Wag na lang kapag may duda
'Wag na lang mabuti pa ay 'wag na lang

Repeat *

off to school

2006-05-22T09:25:00.000+08:00

haaaay....

tapos na summer, well, for us lasallians i guess
mamaya pa class ko, puro afternoon class ulit nakuha ko eh
but i guess its ok para makakatulog pa ako
kasi kapag pukpukan na sa school works sobrang puyat na ako
kaya siguro mas gusto ko na rin afternoon class

new school year, sophomore na ako!!!
and i promised myself before magvacation
that things are going to be different for me this school year
pero learning from the past, i won't set too much expectation from myself
but i'll try to do my best and just give my best
and try to enjoy more this year

sana.... ma dl na ako!! hehehehe

that'll be all.. ^_^

too tired to post

2006-05-16T21:04:00.000+08:00

brigada eskwela

so tired...
bukas na lang details.. ^_^

basta masaya... ^_^

tango

2006-05-12T14:00:00.000+08:00

"Sandaang Taong Edukasyong Paulenyo"

4th year, 1st HS assembly
that's me and my kuya epi in the pic
we danced tango, together with my best friend melavs and ralph
(but that's our solo :P)
i just missed the old days, the days were we dance all day long
the practices, excuse slips for us
la lang, nabungkal ko lang kasi yang pic na yan nung may pinakuha si mommy sa cabinet

yung lang.. ^_^

getting addicted

2006-05-12T12:46:00.000+08:00

* since i've watched this movie on star movies, i liked it ever since. i know its already an old movie but still, its a great movie. and now, i've availed myself a copy of this movie and watched it with my sister. hehehehe

-=- quotable lines from the movie ^_^:
"...don't let anyone ever make you feel like you don't deserve what you want..." -patrick

"...i don't like to do what people expect, why should i live up to other people expectations instead of my own?..." - kat

"...besides i expect some cash, some asshole pay me to take out this really great girl."-patrick
"is that right?"-kat
"yeah, but you see i screwed up, i fell fo her..." -patrick

* during our hs, we used to dance this song for our school assembly.

"Can't Take My Eyes Off Of You"
(ost - 10 things i hate about you)

You're just too good to be true. Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like heaven to touch. I wannahold you so much.
At long last love has arrived. And I thank God I'm alive.
You'rejust too good to be true. Can't take myeyes off you.

Pardon the way that I stare. There's nothing else to compare.
The sight of you leaves me weak. There are no words left to speak.
But if you feel like I feel. Please let me knowthat it's real.
You're just too good to be true.Can't take my eyes off you.

** I love you baby, and if it's quite all right,I need you baby to warm a lonely night.
I loveyou baby. Trust in me when I say: Oh pretty baby, don't bring me down I pray.
Oh prettybaby, now that I found you, stay.
And let me love you, oh baby let me love you, oh baby....

You're just too good to be true.Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like heaven to touch. I wannahold you so much.
At long last love has arrived. And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true. Can't take myeyes off you.

Repeat ** (2x)

* got the exact "10 things i hate about you" from my friend's blog (lrt buddy!) hehehe favorite din nya itong movie na ito.. ^_^

10 Things I Hate About You

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it that you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you.
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

-^_^-

bored a.k.a. tuyot

2006-05-10T21:21:00.000+08:00

* la lang, been singing this song for the past weeks. so post ko na lang lyrics.. ^_^ sobra na akong tuyot ngayong linggong toh eh.. wala na akong ibang ginawa kundi magcomputer, kumain, matulog, magcomputer, at magcomputer... nasabi ko na bang magcomputer??

We Belong
by Toni Gonzaga

I've tried to tell you
So many times this feelings of mine
But it's not that easy
Letting you know
How i love you so

complete me, you complete me
I've never felt this way
Complete me, you complete me
Like words and melody

* don't you know that we both belong, baby
Don't you know that we will last forever
Don't you know that we both belong
I knew it from the start
We belong

Hoping that someday
For that hello, just a simple hello
And maybe tomorrow
I'm the reason you'll smile
And you make my day

complete me, you complete me
I've never felt this way
Complete me, you complete me
Like words and melody

Repeat *

Bridge:
Together, you're my shelter in the pouring rain
I just hope that you will see
You and me we belong

Repeat *

things i've been up to the past week with k2gs

2006-05-06T23:08:00.000+08:00

finally!!! nagkita-kita na rin kami... sayang nga lang di ako nakasama sa fiesta...

april 28, 2006 - friday
sm marilao with my peepz... kwentuhan then quantum, enjoy... nood sana kami movie pero wala maganda movie sa movie house that time so... sa bahay ang tuloy!! bahay nino?? as usual, sa bahay namin!! heheh maingay na ulit sa bahay, we watched 'must love dogs' and 'in her shoes'.. waffles and popcorn habang nanonood.. hehehe masaya..

ang tatlong matitibay, guess what time na nagsiuwian tong mga toh?? heheh almost 9?? heheh nakakamiss nung marami kami.. heheh umuwi kasi ng 5 si kuya epi then before 7 si magz, meh, and ralph. and, before 9, uwi tong dalawa.. ^_^

hehehe oh di ba?? mukhang no. 10! heheh peace poh!!

may 3, 2006 - wednesday
haay, balik na naman doctor.. (basta long story about sa doctor)

1:00 pm, j.m. mendoza bowling center
hehehe bowling na naman ako, but this time with my barkada (kaso nga lang di rin nga kami complete) me, camcams, bry, don, magz, kuya epay, arph and kuya natz. konti lang pero enjoy.. 2 wins 1 lose not bad.. hehehe ralph! im gonna beat you next time!! nyahahaha

4:00 pm sm marilao
destination namin si melavs, and aming hardworking friend.. hehehe doing her summer job.. nakakainggit.. kaya ko kaya yun?? heheh

then finally, uwi na.. pagod pero enjoy... sobra...

may 5, 2006 - friday

swimming!!!! yipee!! hehehe swimming na hindi ako nagswimming.. long story so don't ask..

videoke to the max, kwentuhan, lokohan, chibugan... hehehe medyo speechless na sa kwento basta enjoy... just check out my photobucket for more pics... ^_^

sa ngayon, namimiss ko na rin yung mga college peepz ko.. hehehe

things i've been up to the past week with my family

2006-05-06T22:06:00.000+08:00

i guess i'm enjoying my last few weeks of our vacation
kasi naman, may 22 na. YES! may 22 start of classes... only for us... lasallians
(looks like this time proud na akong sabihin na lasallian ako ^_~)

april 29, 2006 - sunday
family outing!! yipee! tagal ko ng winiwish toh, kasi sobrang tagal na namin di nakakalabas as family. yung tipong talagang gala, yung walang work. walang inaalala na school work, para sa amin ni ate jamie and office work, para kina mommy at daddy.

punta kami 8 waves, sa may san rafael, bulacan. di na rin kami lumayo or nag-overnight. kasi may pasok pa nga din, hirap humingi ngayon ng leave sila mommy eh. pero ok lang. masaya naman eh. atleast nakalabas kami! ^_^ swimming halos mag-hapon. nung lunch, laro lang scrabble, hirap magswimming tanghanling tapat tsk tsk tsk bad for the skin.. ^_^ tulog konti, kasi hindi ako makatulog maigi, nafefeel ko kasi yung waves.. sa ngayon, medyo nangitim ako.
isa lang masasabi ko sa lakad naming yun, enjoy!!!

april 30, 2006 - sunday
aga ulit gising, this time punta kami antipolo. like old times. ang tagal na rin naming hindi nakakabalik dun since nung umalis yung mga pinsan ko. dati kasi every may 1 punta kami antipolo to hear mass. pero nung umalis na sila, aaawwww hindi na kami nakakapagsimba dun. this time nga lang, april 30 kami nagpunta, kasi medyo ayaw na makisabay nila daddy sa maraming tao ng may 1. inabutan namin yung 8:30 mass nakatayo lang kami, medyo madami na rin kasi tao. seems like nothing has changed, nakakamiss lang yung mga kasama namin noon nung nagsisimba kami dun. after mass, kain kami red ribbon. (hehehe nabati tuloy ako, red ribbon lang daw ang dinayo namin dun?? hehehe sabi ng frend ko) hmp! inggit lang sya, hehehe sarap kain namin, then bago umuwi bili - bili ng suman and kasoy.. gusto ko sana siniguelas eh pero di na nakabili.

pag-uwi, tulog lang sandali sa bahay, then... punta kami sm marilao.. hehehe got my hair done, new hairdo ako ngayon.

hehehe kain dinner, then punta kami videoke hub!!! hehehe yup, we do love to sing. hehehe kaso nga lang parang ako lang kanta ng kanta ehehe masyado kasi shy sila mommy and ate jamie.. hehehe si daddy tinulugan kami! pagod kasi.. ehehehe anywayz, last song namin "this guy is in love with you pare", ewan ko ba bakit yun pero we got 96 hehehe yeah!!

may 1, 2006 - monday
fiesta sa place ng isa kong kabarkada, and sana nandun ako pero hindi na rin ako nakasama. coz.. for three days straight i spent it with my family. this time naman, morning bahay lang muna kami then mga 6 punta na kami j.m. mendoza bowling center... yehey!! bowling ulit, ewan ko ba mukhang naaaddict ako, ok lang, atleast sports naman sya..

yehey!!! natalo ko na rin si ate jamie!!! hehehe happy din, kasi nakita ko ulit old friend ko. uhmm... nothing much naman, basta enjoy lang yung bowling namin. hehehe saya din.

di pa yan lahat... ^_^ hehehe medyo ginanahan magpost...

^ - ^ bonding time ^ - ^ Part II

2006-04-26T16:43:00.000+08:00

ang dami nangyari para ikwento lahat...
basta one thing's for sure nagenjoy na naman kami ng ate ko kahapon
nag-gala kami the whole day sa glorietta
nanood ng movie and nag-timezone

basta masaya... ^_^
sayang lang pics
(ate ko kasi eh, ayaw! di mahilig sa pictures ^_~)

yun lang.. hehehe
medyo tamad na magpost ng mahaba eh.. hehehe

strike???

2006-04-24T16:36:00.000+08:00

for the first time, i was able to play a new sport: BOWLING!!! hehehe
duck pin lang naman, beginner pa lang ako syempre
pero not bad ang scores ko, though talo pa rin ako sa ate ko
actually, sya lang naman kasi nakalaban ko eh. ^_^

here's what happened yesterday....

sunday kahapon,
we attend our usual sunday mass
syempre, may kanta ang choir namin
dalawang misa nga eh, masyado na tuloy akong banal
then we headed straight to sm marilao
ate lunch, early lunch sya talaga ehehehe
then grocery, then ikot - ikot lang sandali
naghahanap kasi si daddy ng pants, bibili daw pero la rin nabili hehehe
then uwi na, tulog muna... pre-prepare para sa bowling mayang 5:30!! hehehe

6:30 i guess when we got there
la pa ibang kasamahan nila mommy sa bowling
(sinama lang kasi kami nila mommy at daddy dun, sportsfest kasi nung organization nila sa church kaya sila nagbobowling)
so kami muna ang naglaro,
puro kanal yung mga una kong tira, tsk tsk tsk
pero nakakatama naman ako kahit papaano
pero yung mga sumunod na, nakakatama na ako,
hehehe madalang ng mapunta sa kanal
nakakainis lang kasi hindi ako nakakastrike or nakakaspare man lang..
hehe pero ang galing nga ate ko, kasi ba naman nakastrike sya sa first shot nya
so nakakuha sya ng dalawang spare.

haay...
kahit nakakapagod, uki lang
enjoy sya sobra, gusto ko ulit maglaro.
and i know who to call...^_^
hehehe

kayo gusto nyo?? ^_~

booooorrrrrriiiinnnggggg!!!!

2006-04-22T15:44:00.000+08:00

saturday... april 22, 2006...
booooorrrriiinnnnggggg!!!!

planning of changing my blog skin again.. ^_^
hhhhmmmmm.....

^_^ bonding time ^_^

2006-04-21T13:13:00.000+08:00

sa pag-iikot namin ni ate jamie kahapon magdamag sa mall, nakita lang namin bigla itong damit na cute. hehehe pero sabi nga ni mommy sa akin dati, "lahat naman para syo cute eh" ^_^ i was just thinking kasi what motif pwede para sa debut ko. haay, pinagiisip na kasi ako nila mommy at daddy eh.

window shopping hanggang mga 1. bonding nga kami ni ate jamie eh, punta kami landmark then glorietta then greenbelt then balik landmark then glorietta. yung nga palakad lakad lang. naglunck lang kami sa wendy's la kasi gana kumain ng kanin eh, so burger and fries lang for us that time.

after kumain, nood kami movie na talagang plinano namin para naman hindi kami puro palakad - lakad lang hanggang sa pagsundo samin nila daddy. pinanood namin "eight below". maganda daw kasi, and maganda nga naman talaga nung napanood na namin. nakakaiyak.. hehe here are some pics of the movie

after the movie, lakad lakad ulit kami ng ate ko. and for the 1st time nagaaya ate ko for a second movie. iniisip namin ano pa ba magandang panoorin na aabot sa time bago kami sunduin. uy! ice age 2, 4:30! sakto! ayan, nood kami ulit..

noong pumasok kami this time sa movie house, marami ng tao. pero maganda pa rin naman ang naupuan namin. and saya din ng movie, laughtrip sobra. nakakatuwa. meron pa nga dun isang scene na nakakatuwa yung sinabi ni syd (not sure if the name is right) "she's a ton of laughter, and you're not..... she completes you" with matching cute eyes pa.. hehe basta watch the movie if you want to know what im talking about. ^_^

after nun, time to go home. intay na lang kay daddy.. eto pinakagusto kong pics sa buong araw. pics naming magsister ^_^

and ito pa.. sabi sa inyo eh magkamukha naman kami....

lalo na kapag magkatalikod!!! hehehe ^_~

basta enjoy...

did it pay off??

2006-04-18T20:02:00.000+08:00

frosh year is finally over

haaay...
gusto ko magpost pero wala ako masabi..
basta!!!

looking forward for the next school year
things are going to change for me
"experience is the best teacher",
and i've learned alot from the past year

sana lang...

aaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!!!
gusto ko sumigaw...
bakasyon na, magpapakataba nga ako.. pero konti lang.. hehehe

after a week of sentiments

2006-04-16T17:53:00.000+08:00

can't think of any other titles ^_~

well, kakatapos lang ng holy week
me and my family just stayed home most of the time
except last thursday when we went to the divine mercy
nag daang krus kami and we also passed by the "little poland"
("little poland" was built in memories of pope john paul II)
then for the rest of the holy week
nagsimba kami,
kumanta kami ng ate ko sa choir,
magpahinga and matulog.

monday tomorrow
COURSE CARD DISTIRBUTION.... *worried
Have Faith ^_^

miss my peepz...
hope to see u all soon!!

missing someone coz its been awhile

2006-04-11T21:01:00.000+08:00

tits been awhile since we've talked
its been awhile since we've hang out
its been awhile since we've laughed together
its been a while....

i'm missing the old times
i'm missing the times that we've spent together
the stories
the non-stop laughters
the crying moments
everything....

everything we did... hand in hand...
side by side...

all of those.... Kain
...................... 2log
...................... Gala
...................... Sayaw

^_^ i missssssssssssss you guys.....

vacation!!

2006-04-10T18:52:00.000+08:00

* vacation! finally i'm on vacation
1 month, not bad i think
i just have to make the most of it
but still, don't know what to do this summer
to start of i guess is to see my old friends ^_^

Vacation
by Vitamin C (ost - pokemon first movie)

Come on! Come on! Come on! (Let's go!)
Come on! Come on! (Let's go!)
Come on! Come on! Come on! (Let's go!)
Come on! Come on! (Let's go!)

Vacation Need a little sun to break up
all the frustration and turn it into love
Ain't nobody gonna tell us what we gotta do
because today, it's up to me and you

Temptation coming up to me
A little brief relaxation and I'll be breaking free
Come on and break it break it new and I believe it's gonna start now
(Kick it back Kick it back Kick it back to the track
Kick it back Kick it back Kick it back and relax)

Vacation's where I wanna be
Buddy on the beach where the fun is free
We don't need a holiday to start to celebrate
(I need a break; I need a vacation)

Vibrations Need to get me sun
and break up all my complications and turn it into love
Ain't nobody gonna tell us where we gotta be
Because today, today it's to you and me

Vacation's what I wanna do
Buddy on the beach, fun for me and you
We don't need a holiday to start to celebrate
(Repeat after me, 'I need a vacation.')

Let's go!Let's go!Let's go! ooooo...Let's go!
(The one with me)
(Where the fun is free)
(So come with me)

Vacation's where I wanna be
Buddy on the beach where the fun is free
We don't need a holiday to start to celebrate
('cuz I need a break, I need a vacation)

Vacation's where I wanna be
Buddy on the beach where the fun is free
We don't need a holiday to start to celebrate
(Repeat after me, 'I need a vacation')

I need a... (Vacation)
Come on and... (Vacation)
I need a... (Vacation)
Come on... (Vacation)
mmm... Let's go.

Vacation's where I wanna be
Buddy on the beach where the fun is free
We don't need a holiday to start to celebrate
('cuz I need a break, I need a vacation)

Vacation's where I wanna be
Buddy on the beach where the fun is free
We don't need a holiday to start to celebrate

tres marias with boyfriend

2006-04-09T19:35:00.000+08:00

kristen grace s. lopez (grace / bilog)
jennifer a. dominguiano (jenny)
mary jane aurea g. mendoza (mary jane, ako!!)

with

jan vincent p. andres (vinz)
>vincent p. andres na lang ngayon ^_~

first of all,
today is april 9, 2006...
happy 18th birthday jenny!!
miss you! wish you all the best in life ngayong 18 ka na.
it's been a very very long time since with been together and talked
sana magkasama - sama tyo ulit nila grace...

reminiscing the past...

i remember, grade V noon nung una kong nakilala sila ni grace and jenny
they have been my very first best friends in school
kami lagi magkakasama
and we all love dancing
kami pa nga nagtuturo sa class nung may party
hehehe namimiss ko na sila... and
namimiss ko na yung dati natin

grade VI na,
nadagdagan kami... ang naging one and only bez ko na guy
yung tres marias dati nadagdagan pa, we used to call vinz "our" boyfriend
hehehe boy na friend ah... hehehe
haay basta, dami memories

namimiss ko lang sila... though may contact pa naman ako kay grace and vinz
si jenny lang.. i miss this gal.. sobra!!
and ngayon 18 na sya, sana maging mas masaya pa sya...

(sige yan lang... tama na kadramahan ko)

all done

2006-04-08T18:36:00.000+08:00

anmath test!!
all over... now, just praying for my grades
sana pumasa ako... ayaw ko bumagsak...
enough of the anmath test...
^_^

im just glad now im on vacation
no more schoolworks to think about
no more cramming ^_~
chichillax na lang ako...
(sabi nga ni lysta)
hahaha tapos na pagiging frosh!!!

sige, yan na lang muna... :)

ps.
uso na naman buluts!! hahaha beware people!!
ingatz palagi... ^_~

1 down and 1 more to go

2006-04-06T11:12:00.000+08:00

netcomm finals!!! at last tapos na rin!!
panic mode the night before the exam, kinakabahan na kasi ako ng sobra
although nagreview naman ako, and i know i can do it
kinabukasan, test na! parang ayaw ko na buksan mga reviewers ko
kasi baka mamaya mamental block lang ako sa sobra overload na ng utak ko
buti na lang nung nagtetest na, nasabi ko na lang sa sarili ko... "UY! alam ko toh ah!"
hehehhe ang dali sobra ng exam, wish ko lang talaga...
if ever... sana... hangga't maari maperfect ko na sya!
hehehehe hindi naman masama mangarap eh
na alam mong ginawa mo naman lahat para dun..
i guess, it all got paid off! lahat ng pinaghirapan ko...
nung nasa test nga ang nasa isip ko na lang is...
yung nireview ko, si God (na tulungan ako.. hehe never loose faith in him nga eh)
si trix (alam ko kaya namin toh eh, na chichiw na lang yung test, todo review kaya kami)
and... na kaya ko yun! ^_~ sana maganda final grade ko sa netcomm, sa course card...

after the test... akala ko uwi na ako maaga..
pero, GATEWAY muna... hehe gala kagad eh..
lunch then nood sine...
nood kami "She's the Man" ganda ng movie.. ^_^
about love for soccer yung movie.. heheh
sobrang inggit tuloy yung katabi ko na may kapangalan pa sa movie
hehe masaya panoorin yung movie... kaso nga lang...
medyo napagalitan sa bahay after..... hehe
naubusan kasi ako ng batt sa cellphone, di tuloy ako nakakatext... gerr!
pero sulit pa din... ^_~

paguwi ng bahay, konting ayos lang..
tapos nakatulog na.. pahingang sobra...
kasi balik sunugan na ulit ng kilay eh..
anmath na lang.... -_-

01:02:03 and 04/05/06 saya talaga kahapon

all the love in the world

2006-04-03T19:27:00.000+08:00

* music is where i find my inspiration when i'm alone
goodluck sa lahat magfifinals this week! kaya natin toh!
HAVE FAITH!

All the Love in the World
By: The Corrs (ost - america's sweethearts)

I'm not looking for someone to talk to
I've got my friends, I'm more than O.K.
I've got more than a girl could wish for
I live my dreams but it's not all they say
Still I believe I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me

* Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give all the love in the world

I've often wondered if love's an illusion
Just to get you through the loneliest days
I can't criticize it - I have no hesitation
My imagination just stole me away
Still I believe I'm missing something real
I need someone who really sees me

Repeat *

Love's for a lifetime not for a moment
So how could I throw it away
Yeah I'm only human
And nights grow colder
With no-one to love me that way
Yeah I need someone who really sees me
And I won't wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
You'll reach for me and I'll know it's for sure
Then I'll give all the love in the world
(Don't wanna wake up alone)

before everything else

2006-04-03T19:02:00.000+08:00

finals week and i need to review... serious muna (pero blog muna ^_~)
got this pic with my frend, stolen shot for me sa kanya hindi... heheh
sowee frend naputol... hehehe

1 week to go and my frosh year is over

i can't believe how fast time flies

i just hope i've made the most of it

1 thing's for sure.... i've made new friends

definitely new friends that are for keeps ^_^

and i'm really glad, i'm just hoping i'd be this glad when our grades are out

*sigh

konting tiis na lang.. ^_^

a dream worth keeping

2006-04-01T20:47:00.000+08:00

*^_~ yun lang...
sana nga, lahat ng dreams... worth keeping
sabi nga sa kanta... "a girl can dream"

A Dream Worth Keeping
by Sheena Easton (ost - ferngully)

Anytime you want to be right here
Just imagine me and all this will appear
You can keep this moment all your life forever near.
A dream worth keeping.

When you're feeling lost I'll be your star
Just reach out and touch me no matter where you are
In a world where precious things are disappearing overnight
Just keep my star in sight.

*I believe
We've found a dream that's worth keeping
For more than just today
And even though
The winds of change may come sweeping
It's still a dream worth keeping
So don't let it fade away.

Maybe you'll be in some distant land
Feeling all alone, but I'll be close at hand
And every time you see a rainbow paint the sky behind the rain
You'll be here again.

Repeat *

Some day you might be thinking
That life has passed you by
Your spirits might be sinking
With hope in short supply
And that's the reason why
That's the reason why
I know this dream's worth keeping
As long as it will stay
And even when you see the darkness come creeping
A dream worth keeping Will never fade away....

sa gitna ng gulo... one can still shine...

2006-04-01T20:32:00.000+08:00

(mukha bang stressed?? )

la lang.. gusto ko lang magpost ng pic ko..
gusto ko talaga itong pic na toh ^_^
beautiful pa rin kahit sobra stressed na
(oh!! walang kokontra! :P)

at last! . . . stressed week is over! finally over!

2006-04-01T19:35:00.000+08:00

first things first
thank GOD stressed week is over
we've submitted everything and somehow survived it
sabi na eh, konting tiis na lang!
grabe, sobra nahahasa ang patience ko ah! hehe

*-*

relsone
- our pinoy big brother relsone edition was finally shown
and i guess it all went well (sana *cross finger) ^_^
and now, im just waiting for our finals
kala ko, aapir na lang kay miss tapos pwede na umalis,
yun pala may gagawin pa...

anmath
- the last two quizzes was already distributed
uhmm...
happy that i didn't fail any of the quizzes
but somehow it made me feel sad that my grades aren't that high
ok! just think of the good side of it, i passed all of the exams
not like my algtrig.. ^_^
and now, im also waiting for the finals
i have to make it up for my not so good grades..

netcomm
- arrgh! i really don't like this subject
im just hoping i'll get a high grade on our final exam
let's go trix!! we can do it! yeah yeah!! ^_~ hehehe

hutecin
-whew! our flash presentation project is finally over!
galing ni hennie eh! although we didn't get a 100, 98 isn't that bad
^_^ i just wish i could also learn how to do that flash thingy

engltwo
- final paper na lang!!!

peteams
- finally over! and i got a 3.5 not bad...
sayang lang, hindi ko na nga naquatro..

i guess that's all about my acads

*-*

after anmath quiz distribution
kind of depressed, kasi nagsesesaw na naman yung grades ko
huhuhuh tsk tsk tsk di tuloy nakapanlibre... hehe
good for me di napagastos..
pero happy na rin ako kasi wala nga akong bagsak na quizzes sa math
buti na lang may tumutulong sa akin magreview
thanks sa mga friends ko ^_^
need some cheering up, aba!
nagstarbucks ang bruha!! hehe
nagpalamig, kasama frend kong sobrang halimaw sa math.. ^_~
hehehe ang talino kasi..
after magpalamig, punta mcdo.. hehe
balik local.. :P

*-*

and then.....
shocked!
i don't know how to react
no comment na lang.. ^_^

*-*

all i can say is.....
WHATTA A WEEK!!!

^_^ 1 more week and 1st year college is over! ^_^
a lot of things to reminisce..
special thanks to my new found friends..

konting tiis na lang.... ^_~

stressed week

2006-03-29T12:52:00.000+08:00

at last nakapagpost na rin...
and dami dami na namang nangyayari and
parang hindi ko magawang maabsorb sya lahat
nangyayari saan?? sa school.. san pa ba??

malapit na magbakasyon
at ngayon sobrang tambak kami sa gawain
sana matapos na ito
konting tiis na lang talaga

*-*

ano toh??
may isang tao
gusto mo mainis sa kanya
pero di mo magawang mainis
basta anggara...
hirap explain

*-*

bakit ganun?
ginagawa mo naman na lahat
pero parang laging hindi enough
yung binibigay mong effort
parang lagi ka pa ring nadodown

*-*

pano na?
dalawa sila malapit syo
ayaw mo na magkagalit sila
pero nangyari nga
parang hindi mo malaman kung ano gagawin mo
gusto mo may magawa para sa kanila
pero parang wala kang magawa
parang wala kang maitulong

*-*

aaaaaaaahhhh!!!!
gusto ko sumigaw!!
gusto ko umiyak!!
gusto ko malabas na lahat ng toh!!
aaaaaaaahhhh!!!!

konting tiis na lang talaga!!
isang taon na ang lilipas!!

and then its wednesday

2006-03-22T23:12:00.000+08:00

finally, some thing's changed
not a bad day at all

sweet...
^_^

secret!! hahaha

that's all..

(feel ko lang magpost, kaso la ako masabi.. kaya shortcut na lang ;P)

weird

2006-03-21T22:28:00.000+08:00

yesterday was not a good day for me
a lot of things happened that pissed me off
so its monday yesterday, not a good experience to start of the week
i just hope this won't be until the last day of the week

and now it's tuesday
and weird things happened
how weird?? i don't know how to explain it
*sigh

wednesday tomorrow..
how will it go? i hope something nice would happen
*hoping

one thing is for sure, i'm not giving up!
can't turn me down now! ^_^

argh!

2006-03-20T17:17:00.000+08:00

dito ako ngayon sa lab sa school,
gumagawa project..
pero blog muna.. ^_^

medyo nakakainis kasi ngayong araw na ito..
haay... nakakainis mga nangyayari sa akin..
but it'll pass, magiging ok rin ako..
guess im changing, wag magpapadown!!

haay, para lang may masulat...
siguro edit ko na lang ito maya... kung may time..

follow up post for "ang sarap lang kasi ng feeling" ^_^

2006-03-18T18:05:00.000+08:00

aaaaaahhh!!!!
don't worry that's not a bad thing at all
i'm just happy..
parang ang dami kasing nangyari this week na unexpected
pero it sure made me happy

even though ang daming kelangang gawin na schoolworks
i think i'm loving it all over again
noon, akala ko susuko na ako
pero i guess ngayon im back on track!!
^_^

basta thanks sa mga pinagkukunan ko ng lakas
you know who you are ^_^
( parang masyado ko atang favorite yun ngayon,
"pinagkukunan ng lakas" hehe)

yun lang.. ^_^ just posting to share my happiness this week
sana magtuloy tuloy na ito

more than ME

2006-03-14T20:03:00.000+08:00

*this song is dedicated to the people whom i get my strength
in times of downs and sorrow.
they don't know how much they mean to me,
so i thank them for everything.
thanks for appreciating the person i am,
they've made me realize
"i can be somethin more so much more than me"
^_^ tnx!

More Than Me
by Jordan Cahill (ost - stuck in the suburbs)

nananana... Ooh you take away the lonely pain oh yeah
And you help me rise above the flame uh huh
I've been so lost baby now I'm found
Ever since you've been around

*I never dreamed that someone could see
that knew who I was knew all that I could be
Only your love can make me believe
I can be somethin more so much more than me

Oooh i hardly recognize myself
And i know that i'd be lost without your help
I feel a promise of a brand new day
And now I wake up and i say

repeat *

more than any man has ever been now i feel like
i'm alive again (there's) nothin in this world that
i can't do everyday that goes by i'm livin my life for you nanana

reapeat *

so much more than me

ang sarap lang kasi ng feeling

2006-03-14T19:34:00.000+08:00

^_^ just blogging before i'm going to start doing my schoolwork ^_^

mukha bang happy?? actually... happy naman talaga,
why am i happy?? sige.. ganto kasi yun...

first, kasi wala kami classes today
lahat ng subjects namin for today di namin kelangan pumasok
so free day ko, pero pumasok pa rin naman ako sa school
gawa kasi kami projects/assignments... basta schoolwork pa din
yun ang first...

second, kasi feeling ko marami naman kami nagawa
may isa nga lang ako di pa nagagawa.... hehehe
(and yun na dapat ang ginagawa ko ngayon... :P)
and kasi pa may nanlibre sa akin ^_^

and i guess this one really made my day ^_^
kasi may nalaman ako.. nakakatouch sya talaga...
doing something for a friend na akala mo maliit na bagay lang pala
sobra palang naappreciate... wala lang...
"ang sarap lang kasi ng feeling" na may nakakaappreciate ng ginagawa mo
yung akala mo wala lang, maliit lang na bagay, nothing special
then out of the blue bigla mag-tha-thank you... kasi daw ganyan...
"aaaaaaawwwww" ayun lang nasagot ko! hahaha speechless eh..
kasi ang dami na nangyayari this past weeks
ang dami daming deadlines, tests, reportings, etc.
na parang wala namang magandang kinalalabasan though ang laki ng effort na nilagay mo dun
ayun, saya talaga araw na toh! ^_^

^_^ tama nga si trix, just don't give up
something good will come my way
lahat ng paghihirap may kapalit din ^_^
(though, that's not what exactly she said
basta something like that :P)

wondering around...

2006-03-12T22:14:00.000+08:00

haaaay...
ewan ko kung ano nangyayari sa akin ngayong araw na ito..
may test ako ulit bukas and eto ako nagbloblog ulit
nagbasa na naman ako, pero i guess that's not enough
i still have to review and that is why
i have to wake up early again tomorrow
medyo confident ako, ewan, siguro that's all i have now
50 - 50 ang feeling... sana maging ok naman ang araw ko bukas..

enrollment din bukas...
finally made up my mind, i know what i'm going to take
sana i'll find what i'm looking for dun sa track na pinili ko
well, ang hinahanap ko lang naman is yung magiging masaya ako
syempre, mahirap gawin ang madaling bagay kung wala dun ang puso mo
tama ba?? ^_^ gaano man yun kadali mahihirapan ka rin kaya dapat gusto mo!
gets?? dapat magets mo..

ang dami daming bagay ang gumugulo sa utak ko ngayon
lalo na at matatapos na ang pagiging 1st year
new year na next year! sana lang wala ako bagsak!
minsan parang hindi ko na kaya pero alam ko kakayanin ko toh!
may pinagkukunan naman ako ng lakas eh..

^_^ happy... sad... worried... baliw??
hindi naman... ^_^

sulit ba??

2006-03-10T10:20:00.000+08:00

after two days of waking up so early and being at school at 7:30 am!!
after two days of reading and reading... and reading!
finally our test is over, how did it go? actually i'm so speechless after the test!
i'm not sure and i really can't tell how did i do...
if im going to pass it or not, but im really hoping that i passed it
and as a result it kind of ruined my day... haaaayyy buhay!
( y just can't i adapt some if my sister's intellegence??)

and... bakit ganun??
pinili ko itong course na ito coz i thought i like it
and even before, i asked for a sign, and it led me here
hindi naman sa pinagsisisihan kong nandito ako,
pero haaaayyy.... i can't find my self enjoying!
buti na lang may kasama akong paulinian,
i still have that feeling na everything is ok

another thing, i think i've lost the old and real me
as far as i know myself i'm that easy to give up
hindi ako basta basta umiiyak!!
pero bakit ganun?? naku!!
konting tiis na lang talaga!! aaaah!!!

i really can't give up now...
so help me GOD!

sige yun lang... haaay...

taking some time from my busy sked

2006-03-06T20:20:00.000+08:00

its monday today and start of a new week
well, how did it go??? i guess for me, i think its ok ^_~

we had our pe, medyo nakakainis lang kasi ang sungit ni miss
morning na morning parang napapagalitan kami
kasi we computed our grades in a different way,
not according to what she wanted it
pero naging ok naman, and i got a 3.0! whew!
game time! naku! our team kind of sucked today, we lose!
but im glad i somehow got a 4.0 in being a linesmen and a scorer
ok, time! pe is over, sana magimprove pa grade ko kahit papaano!

chibugan time!
3 and half hours break! sisig again! hehehe tsalap!
marami dapat gawin, first samahan si filly sa DO! hehehe
buti na-validate na ID nya... then, kain lollipop! hehehe
review sana kaso di ganun nakapagreview, sayang

relsone time, there was a reporting done by our other blockmates
it was just like a film viewing of "the prince of egypt" but it was ok
anmath! oh my god! i think i'm going to die soon! heheh ayaw ko yun!
kelangan pagigihan, kelangan bumawi! aaaahh!!

haaay, ngayon dapat nagrereview ako,
pero what am i doing? blogging! bagay naman ang title ko eh.. ^_~
bukas, papasok maaga para magreview, sana makareview na ako ng matino!
i think i've got more than a hundred pages to read! kaya ko toh!
can't give up now!

i guess that's all for now.. ^_~

and everything was fine now

2006-03-03T21:35:00.000+08:00

whew! naging ok na rin...
ang alin?? basta... medyo marami kasi nangyari this week

sa houz...
peace na kami!! hehehe
kasi naman eh, ng dahil sa butiki!
pasaway na butiki! tsk tsk tsk
buti na lang everything is fine now

sa school...
>acads..
doing well naman kahit papaano
sana maka-survive ako, konting tiis na lang
kaya ko toh! ^_^
>for a friend..
though wala man ako nabigay na advice
im happy na uki na..
basta po if you need ng makikinig dito lang po ako
>cello's!!
sarap talaga!

haayy...
sensya na, hindi ko alam kung may sense itong pinost ko for you
la lang, gusto ko lang kasi magshare
sige yun na lang..

everything's going to be fine

2006-02-28T20:37:00.000+08:00

..............................

no words for me to explain everything
just hoping that everything's going to be fine now

its going to be fine
don't worry

.............................

perfect day

2006-02-27T21:43:00.000+08:00

*this song is from legally blonde, one of my favorite movies. i know its too girly but honestly it really inspires me to stand up when i'm down. ^_^ basta just watch the movie if you want to know what i mean..

Perfect Day
by hoku (ost - legally blonde)

Sun's up
A little after twelve
Make breakfast for myself
Leave the work for someone else
People say
They say that it's just a phase
They tell me to act my age,
Well I am

On this perfect day,
Nothing's standing in my way

On this perfect day,
When nothing can go wrong

It's the perfect day,
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
I could stay, forever as I am

On this perfect day

Sun's down
A little after ten
I pick up all my friends
In my Mercedes-Benz

Wake up
Don't tell me it's just a dream
'Cause when I've had enough
You'll hear me say,
Now don't you try to rain on my

Perfect day,
Nothing's standing in my way

On this perfect day,
Nothing can go wrong

It's the perfect day,
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
I could stay, forever as I am
On this perfect day

La la la
La la la,
Oh, oh

I'm in the race
But I've already won
(La la la)
And getting there can
Be half the fun
(La la la)
So don't stop me
Till I'm good and done,
Don't you try to rain on my

Perfect day
It's the perfect day

It's the perfect day
Nothing's gonna bring me down
I could stay, forever as I am

On this perfect day
Nothing's standing in my way,

On this perfect day,
Nothing can go wrong

Perfect, day
On this perfect day
On this perfect day

at last!

2006-02-27T21:26:00.000+08:00

tuesday na bukas, and yes! may pasok na
sobra na akong natutuyot dito sa bahay eh
i hope na start na ito sa muling pag-ayos na pilipinas, haaay
(parang no connection ba?? meron yan, basta kung di mo gets,
ako na lang nakakagets nun, so i-gets mo! gets? ^_^)

sana maging ok naman bukas
bukas na magtatapos ang buwan ng mga puso
haaay, parang nothing special happened to me this month..
(heheheh maghanap daw ba?)
then sa wednesday, march na!! ang bilis talaga
basta, i just have to make the most out of it!
sabi nga sa isang kanta...
"now don't you try to rain on my perfect day!"
(im not expecting for a perfect day pero
basta, hindi na ako magpapadown! ^_^)

---> TBL

2006-02-27T09:03:00.000+08:00

---> Taong Bahay Lang

haaay, wala na naman pasok
bakit ganun? noon..
no classes is a thing we all wished for
its a good news for us, for me...

pero bakit ganun?? ngayon...
"announcement: no classes tomorrow Feb.27"
di ba it supossed to be a good news??
pero hindi, waaaah!!! hehehe
gusto ko pumasok!! kasi la magawa dito bahay eh
booooooring! hehehe
taong bahay lang ako!!
wahahaha (nababaliw na ako!)

hehehe sige, best thing to do
mag-aaral na lang ako, baka may pasok na bukas
kahit na may gagawin bukas, uki lang
basta gusto ko na pumasok! hehe

sige bye bye!

new day, new chance

2006-02-26T18:41:00.000+08:00

nice title.. la lang
that's from my dad,
inspires me a lot when im down for a day
hoping for great day ahead

actually, hindi naman ako feeling down today
la lang, gusto ko lang sya ilagay as a title
kasi bukas monday na naman
new week, new lesson,
new problems?? wag naman sana ^_^

haaay, ang bilis talaga ng mga araw
come to think of it, 1 month and 1 week to go
tapos na ang pagiging freshmen ko sa college life!!
kaya ngayon ang dami ginagawa
kaya ko toh! hindi na ako magpapadown sa mga.. naku!

sige, yun lang.. heheh
nagbre-break lang ako, gumagawa kasi ako assignment
sige, bye bye na back to work na

the result of "boredom"

2006-02-24T17:45:00.000+08:00

yipee!! at last nagawa ko na yung gusto ko sa blog ko!
heheheh pero nung una medyo nadodown na naman ako
kasi naguguluhan ako, buti na lang to the rescue ang aking sister
hehehehe la lang natutuwa lang ako..

check it out, its nice
maybe if i get the hang of this
i'll change it again..
^_^

hay, yan ang resulta ng kabagutan
la kasi class ngayon, dahil sa edsa
medyo sad kasi nagkakagulo sila
haay... when will they stop??

watch tv...
chat...
blog...
watch tv...
chat...
blog...

that's all i did the past hours..
sige hanggang dito na lang..

^_^

^_^ just plain happy ^_^

2006-02-18T20:34:00.000+08:00

i guess the storm is over...

finally realized what was wrong,
FINALLY!!
kasi ganto yun..
narealized ko lang sya kanina

last night, sabi ng friend ko sa akin i should relax but not too relax
kasi i take things seriously, too serious
and when things came out of my way, things i don't expect
masyado ako nagdadamdam, masyado ko dinidibdib
yun nga, parang yung previous post ko na
i was setting high standards and expect too much from myself
and ako sa sarili ko nahihirapan din naman
kasi alam nyo yung feeling na parang lagi kang may kelangan patunayan??
yung feeling na kelangan maplease mo lahat ng nasa paligid mo??
and i guess i was wrong...
i don't need to please everyone, i just need to be myself
(magpakatotoo ka sister!! hehe la lang)

so kanina nga kasi nstp namin, cwts - tutorials gawa namin kanina
pagdating community, andun na yung mga bata
(late na naman kasi kami, buti la principal la nagalit)
ayun, turo turo then final assessment kasi commencement na next week
then tapos na, intay na lang dismissal
laro laro, ang saya... and then i found myself enjoying
relaxed and just being myself... and not trying to please anyone
gawa gawa lang una ng papel na eroplano para sa mga bata, nakaupo, pinapanood silang nagpapalipad
pagkatapos, nakipaglaro ako sa 3 batang babae from sa class na tinuturuan ko, grade 1 sila
sili - sili kami, ang saya.. kaso, may nasugatan tsk tsk tsk
(sayang walang pic) and then i was happy...

sabi nga, masayang bumalik sa pagkabata...

ayun lang.. ^_^

p.s.
and a little inspiration is all i need..
(hehe mukhang letter eh noh, meron pang PS, la lang..)

can't think of a title..

2006-02-17T20:39:00.000+08:00

been to a lot of thinking this past 2 weeks...
if you'd ask me, thinking about what??
actually, i have no idea... clueless, for short

"the face can speak of a thousand emotions
but it can easily mask what the heart truly feels..
don't be fooled, for the happiest face may be masking
the most hurting hurting"

(if you still remember this is the 2nd time
i posted this, but this time its different)

this time, i'm not hurt
its just im feeling sad
and i don't know why

when there are people around i look happy
i feel happy, but it feels only in the outside
when i am alone,
it feels empty inside, feeling lonely
feels something missing..

still hoping for the day this feeling will be gone...
and i'll find the answers to the questions within me..

(nyak!! bakit nagsesenti na naman ako?? nakakainis!!! ano ba naman ito!! whatta!?!?!?)

something to make my day

2006-02-16T23:45:00.000+08:00

H A V E F A I T H

a little something from a friend, trix

that has made my day today

thanks to that

thanks to her

it made me feel better

really...

stupid me???

2006-02-16T22:52:00.000+08:00

ayoko isipin pero yun ang nararamdaman ko
ayoko nitong feeling pero yun ang pinaparamdam sa akin ng mga nangyayari

sobrang dami ng nangyari nitong huling dalawang linggo
sobrang dami ng gusto kong sabihin dito
sobrang dami ng gusto kong isulat
pero parang nawawala ang mga salita

bakit ganun??

isa-isahin natin...
(sakali makagaan ng loob kapag nilalabas)

acads...
akala ko ok
akala ko walang magiging problema
nagaaral ako maigi
pero parang laging hindi sapat
una mataas tapos bigla kang ibabagsak ng feeling na yun

relsone
- sa ngayon wala pang problema
- sana wala ng dumating
- alam ko hindi naman ako nagpapabaya

anmath
- nung una akala ko ok na
- nung una akala ko tuloy tuloy na ang pagbawi ko at maibalik ang hilig sa math
- pero bakit ganun??
- nagaral ako, pero ang "carelessness" ay hinahatak ako pababa
- kakayanin ko toh, kelangan wag magpadaig

netcomm
- una pa lang inisip ko na baka hindi ko kayanin
- nagaaral pa rin ako maigi
- hindi sapat!!! kulang!!
- anong kelangan kong gawin?!?!

hutecin
- sa ngayon walang problema
- kelangan lang pag-igihan sa mga hinihingi
- sana lang...

engltwo
- haay... sa ngayon din ok pa..
- sana lang magtagal itong pakiramdam na ito

peteams
- pampatanggal stress talaga ang sports...

sinabi ko noon sa sarili ko,
"never expect too much or too high on something,
coz when the time comes you were not able to achieve that,
falling will be too hard to accept"

pero bakit parang hindi ako natuto sa huling pagkakamali??
bakit ako nagexpect?? bakit ako umasa??
ang sakit tuloy ngayon..

overprotected???

2006-02-08T22:18:00.000+08:00

*no comment

Overprotected
by: Britney Spears

[Spoken:]
I need time (time)
Love (love)
Joy (joy)
I need spaceI need me
(Action!)

Say hello to the girl that I am!
You're gonna have to see through my perspective
I need to make mistakes just to learn who I am
And I don't wanna be so damn protected
Refrain:
There must be another way
Cause I believe in taking chances
But who am I to say
What a girl is to do
God, I need some answers

Chorus:
What am I to do with my life
(You will find it out don't worry)
How Am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just got to do it your way)
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so overprotected

I tell 'em what I like
What I want
What I don't
But every time I do I stand corrected
Things that I've been told
I can't believe what I hear about the world,
I realize
I'm Overprotected

Repeat Refain
Repeat Chorus

I need… time (love)
I need… space
(This is it, this is it)

Bridge:
I don't need nobody
Tellin me just what I wanna
What I what what I'm gonna
Do about my destiny
I Say No, No
Nobody tell me just what what what I wanna do, do
I'm so fed up with people telling me to be
Someone else but me

(Action!)

Repeat Chorus
Repeat Bridge
Repeat Chorus

what i need right now

2006-01-31T20:40:00.000+08:00

*after posting the previous one, i guess here's another one i'll be needing today for me to survive.. it's a song i used to sing for my bez when she's feeling sad, i guess this song's for me today..

what a day...*sigh*

Just Believe
by Sarah Geronimo

Here you go again ready to give up,
Feeling so pressured again. enough is enough,
believe it or not you're not alone
Everyone's hope is running thin
but it's never as bad as it seems

Chorus:
Just believe, things can only get better,
just believe, your spirit gets so higher,
just believe, tomorrow can shine brighter,
all you've got to do is just believe

Every now and then, nothing turns out right, you feel
so unlove as you cry all through the night

Believe it or not, you're not alone
Everyone's hope is running thin
but it's ever as bad as it seems.

(rep chorus)

Sad moments around to make us appreciate the happy times,
we always seem to take for granted
Always taken for granted
oh oh oh oh

Just believe, things can only get better,
just believe, your spirit gets so higher,
just believe, tomorrow can shine brighter,

No need to feel down, you can turn things around,
all you got to do is just believe
no need to feel down
you can turn things around,
all you gotta do it is you just believe
just believe........

don't know why

2006-01-31T20:29:00.000+08:00

don't know why,
im feeling sad..
don't know why,
im feeling bothered with something..
don't know why,
im feeling something's missing..

i don't know why..

feels like im going crazy..

i think what i need right now is my sister..
someone i could talk too
someone i could lean on
someone i could hug

don't know why i'm feeling alone...

haaaayy... *sigh*

what a day...

(why are my tuesdays like this??
just like last tuesday
feeling "malata")

kanina lang

2006-01-29T20:34:00.000+08:00

bat ganun??
masaya naman kanina??
bakit bigla na lang nagalit??
bigla sumigaw??
bigla na lang..

masaya naman kanina
nagtatawan pa nga kanina
naglolokohan pa kanina

bakit biglang nagiba??

di mapigilang lumuha

bakit kasi ganun??

di ko alam..
maiinis ba ako??
magtatampo??
magagalit??
hindi, ang alam ko lang
nalulungkot ako..

haay...

parang kanina lang...

sana maayos na...

canceled game

2006-01-25T13:12:00.000+08:00

guess what??
dito ako ngayon sa lab namin sa school
aga ko kasi dumating

why??
manonood sana ng game ng aking frend / blockm8s
tsk tsk tsk, canceled naman ang game
aga pang gumising
natutulog pa sana ako kanina hanggang 10!
hahaha 1:30 na kasi ako nakatulog
sabagay uki lang maaga

ayan!! di na ako feeling lata
very good!
sana hanggang mamaya

actually dito kami ngayon lab ng frend ko
para gumawa ng assignment
la lang just dropping by to post something

naku! tama na nga toh
para makagawa na kami

^_^

"kung ano kina-hyper kahapon, yun din ang kina-lata ko ngayon" tsk tsk tsk

2006-01-24T20:42:00.000+08:00

hay, bat ganun??
kung ano kina-hyper ko kahapon
yun naman ang kina-lata ko ngayon
pero hindi naman malungkot
feeling tired lang, ewan ko ba
siguro dahil sa mga kelangan ng gawin
dami na, grabe
parang 3rd week pa lang
pero, uki lang
pagiigihan naman

teka!
eh bat nandito pa ako??
hehe
naku, makagawa na nga

(just dropping by to say something,
i'm just missing my sister whom i used to tell my stories
everytime i got home from school
so i guess dito ako kwento kung wala ate ko
i just hope she can read this,
everytime she's at her dorm)

foolish heart

2006-01-23T23:23:00.000+08:00

*song of the day ^_^

FOOLISH HEART
by Nina

I need a love that grows
I don't want it unless I know
But with each passin hour
Someone, somehow
Will be there, ready to share

I need a love that's strong
I'm so tired of being alone
But will my lonely heart
Play the part
Of the fool again, before I begin

Foolish heart, hear me calling
Stop before you start falling
Foolish heart, heed my warning
You've been wrong before
Don't be wrong anymore

I'm feelin that feelin again
I've been playin a game I can't win
Love's knockin on the door
Of my heart once more
Think I'll let him in
Before I begin

Foolish heart, hear me calling
Stop before, you start falling
Foolish heart, heed my warning
You've been wrong before
Don't be wrong anymore
Foolish heartFoolish, foolish heart
You've been wrong before

Foolish heart, hear me calling
Stop before you start falling
Foolish heart, heed my warning
You've been wrong before
Don't be wrong anymore
Foolish heart

Oh foolish
foolish heart
You've been wrong before

Foolish
foolish heart
Foolish heart

*foolish nga ba??

happy!!! shalala, it's so nice to be happy!!

2006-01-23T23:04:00.000+08:00

what a day!!!
very tiring but its worth while
enjoyed everything that had happened
thank GOD!!

peteams,
improving from 2.5 last practical -> 3.0 na kanina sa 2nd...
kaso mukhang malabo na maquatro! tsk tsk tsk
i miss my dancing days
(lalo na nung high school)
thank you sa pedance last term napunan ang kalungkutan pagdating doon
^_^
pasmado nga lang after ng volleyball
hirap magsulat, buti ngayon uki na!
(tnx to my mommy)

relsone,
thinking about our test, ibibigay na kaya??
yes!! binigay na!!
sulit ang aral!
mataas sya!!
kaso may nagpasabog! eeeeeuuuuwwww!!! hahhahah
another thing,
tsk tsk tsk sad nga lang nangyari kanina, bakit ganun sila??

anmath,
thinking also about our test, huhuhu may bagsak daw!
kinakabahan ako, though i know i studied well with the help of someone(thanks!)
new lesson,
new challenge,
soli na rin test!!!
"mary jane aurea g. mendoza! 97!"
buuin daw ba pangalan ko?? hehhe uki lang!!!
ang saya!! all i need is to keep up the good work!!
thank you thank you frend!! ^_^

well, that's all for today ^_^
(gusto ko lang magshare eh, ang saya kasi eh
kaso puyat na naman ako
rereview pa netcomm
gawa pa hutecin
kaya ko toh!
sana ok pa rin bukas..)

in my dreams

2006-01-22T17:54:00.000+08:00

* if i can't express it then i hope this song i've chosen will be the one to express it for me...

I HOPE IT'S YOU
by Ntwine

Are you real
Or are you a dream
Are you true
Or not what you see

*coz ive been here before
Dont wanna hurt my self no more Oh no no

Refrain:
Someone who feels for me
Who's constantly in love with me
And cares for me
Someone who wont say goodbye
Someone who can change my life

Chorus:
I hope it's you
I hope it's you

Will you stay
Or will you leave
Shall i doubt
Or shall i believe

Repeat *
Repeat refrain then chorus

Bridge:
How will i know if your'e gonna be here tomorrow
Tell me baby how can say when there's no other way
But to give you my heart, my love
And trust you from the start
Baby dont break my heart

Repeat refrain twice then chorus till fade...

chocolate moist cupcake

2006-01-22T17:24:00.000+08:00

1st week ng pagbalik namin sa libis, espina, caloocan city
ang saya
ang gulo
ang hirap
ang kulit
ang init
ang sarap
ang sulit

maagang gising
usapan 7:30 - 8:00 ang assembly time
alis daw ng 8:00, 8 na tatlo pa lang kami dun sa jeep
inventory, sulat sulat ng donation
bakit daw kelangan pa isulat??
before i can't find the right words to answer that
but now, i think i have the right words for that
kelangan i-inventory para we can keep track of whose giving
and how many donations do we still need for the up-coming saturdays to come
tama ba??
basta yun, well, that's for me
(and napagutusan lang ako! hehe i'm just doing my task)
enjoy naman eh, yung feeling na maraming nagbibigay para tumulong

9:30 nakarating kami sa kaunlaran elementary school sa community
hay, kala ko hindi kami papagamitin ng classrooms
late kasi kami, 9 usapan with the principal
but were half an hour late
buti na lang pinagamit pa rin kami
(though ang sungit ng bantay hehe)

takbo dun, takbo dito
ayos ayos ng mga relief goods

"jane, grade 1 ang grade level na ihandle nyo ni jeff kasama nyo sina..."
whew! grade 1!
20+ students lang, buti na lang
compared nung nasa HS ako, nung nagtuturo rin kami
tahimik yung iba
yung iba makulit
yung iba c r ng c r
(binabalisawsaw ba sila?? question lang)
ang saya

chocolate moist cupcake??
bakit nga ba yun ang title ko??
the night before our cwts, nagbake ako
just as i promised majo
(yung bata sa host family namin)
numnumnumnum delicioso!!
sarap daw! i'm glad they liked it
(gusto ko pa sana magbake for my frends, kaso kulang na ingredients, next time na lang)
pagdating sa bahay, uy!
birthday pala ni kristine
(elder sister ni majo)
may pauwi tuloy na pansit, sarap!

sana saturday na ulit.. hehe
kaso di ko pa alam ituturo namin for tutorials.. ngeee!!

sayang!!! walang pics!

Reaction to Office Ergonomics Training: Eyestrain Basics

2006-01-15T22:37:00.000+08:00

I chose this topic because I did find it interesting in relation to my condition. I am wearing glasses and often works with computers. In addition, I sometimes find myself having a hard time reading after long hours of reading and find myself afterwards having eyesores. This article made a clearer view for me on what I should do to prevent my eyesores. Before, I only thought that my lack of sleep is the only reason why I am having that feeling with my eyes. I didn't know that the place I work and how I work affects my eyes. Thanks to this article I was informed of this and have given me some tips on how to improve working without having eyestrains.

Before, the only definition of eyestrain for me is the feeling of tiredness of the eyes. But through the article it gave me a lot more idea about eyestrain. I learned that eyestrains are not only caused by long hours of reading. The person's surrounding can also be the cause of eyestrains. Improper strikes of the light towards the eyes may cause eyestrains. Sometimes the light coming from ceiling lights, bright windows, computer screens and the like may cause eyestrains for the person. Also, the person's position is sometimes considered as a factor of causing eyestrains. Different people may have their own comfortable ways of sitting while working / reading. Unaware, people tend to change positions every after feeling discomfort to a position having a bigger chance of getting eyestrain. The article also stated that the mentioned causes of eyestrain have corresponding suggested solutions. One solution that got my attention is the "20/20 rule". As someone who often uses computers I have no idea about this. The rule is made to ease one's eyestrain. Also, a proper distance from the monitor also helps the prevention of eyestrain. These are only few of the aforementioned causes and solutions for eyestrains. For me, I fully recommend to computer users to read and be informed about this article, for them to prevent more eyestrain.

quotable quotes

2006-01-14T22:22:00.000+08:00

another day had gone by
and the problem is over!!
over! i mean over!
(read friday the 13th partII:"joke" lang
for more details)

ok na! la lang..
happy lang
(yaw ko may kasamaan ng loob eh)

^_^

notice me

2006-01-13T21:43:00.000+08:00

* para maiba naman, this has nothing to do with all of the things that had happened to me this day. but somehow, this song helped me to get my mind off about everything sad that had happened this day.

NOTICE ME

Here's a story of a girl
Living in a lonely world
A hidden note, a secret crush
A little boy who talks to much
While I'm standing in the crowd
And when you smile I checked you out
But you don't even know my name
You too busy playing games

And I want you to know
If you loose your way
I won't let you go

(Tell me) If I cut my hair, if I change my clothes
Will you notice me
If I bite my lip, if i say hello
Will you notice me
What's it gonna take for you to see
To get you to notice me
To get you to notice me

Got your head up in the clouds
Tell me when your coming down
I don't want to sink your shirt
It's not about the scholarship
And all the friends who follow you
Tell your friends just ain't true
I'm the girl you never see
I'm the one you really needed

Oh, don't get me wrong
You better make your move
Before the moments gone

I'm not like the rest
I just don't care if your the best
You see it's all the same to me
You just be who you wanna be
It's all the same to me

Oh, don't get me wrong
You better make your move
Before the moments gone

friday the 13th... Part IV: ano ba naman tong araw na toh!!

2006-01-13T21:28:00.000+08:00

ano ba naman tong araw na toh!!

nasa bahay na ako..
medyo ok na..
pero kinakabahan..
ewan..
sana maging ok naman bukas..

maraming nangyari..
pero panibagong experience ito..
panibagong aral..

sana lang..

pagpasensya nyo na ako...

sige..
magandang gabi...

friday the 13th... Part III: sorry po

2006-01-13T21:17:00.000+08:00

sorry po

hay..

pauwi na lang
nakadisgrasya pa ako
sad talaga ang day na toh!

dismissal na!
uwian na!!

pero, syempre kain muna kami
ginutom ako after ng mga nangyari
gusto ko sana nga magsundae, pampalamig ng ulo??
pero wag na lang..

umuwi ng maaga baka may mangyari pa eh
umuwi na ng maaga baka mapagalitan na naman eh
umuwi ng maaga para makapagisip
umuwi ng maaga para malabas na ang sama ng loob
umuwi ng maaga para makita na ang ate kong miss ko na..

hay..
magisa lang sa lrt
nagiisip
nakikinig sa musika
pampalamig ng ulo
hay..

monumento na..
diretso sa paglakad..
nagmamadali umuwi..

hala!!
nakaapak pa!!
naapakan ko yung ale!
mukhang masakit yun..

hay..
sorry po..

hay...

friday the 13th... Part II: "joke" lang

2006-01-13T20:53:00.000+08:00

"joke" lang

i guess a lot of things happened to me this so called friday the 13th
and this one i guess is the highlight
i really felt sad about this

i guess totoo nga yung tinext sa akin nun na
"d face can speak of a thousand emotions
but it can easily mask wat d heart truly feels..
don't be fooled,
for the happiest face maybe
masking d most hurting heart"

actually, hindi naman ako ganung "hurt"
medyo lang, but it really made my day sad
even though mukhang happy
hay..

di ba friends are there to make you laugh? give some jokes??

pero..
pano kung parang hindi na nya alam when to stop??
pano kung hindi nya alam na nakakasakit na sya??
pano kung puro biro na lang sya syo???
kasi, di ba minsan hindi na lahat ng jokes nakakatuwa??
(kasi naman ako,
nakikiride pa
naiinis na pala
nasasaktan na pla...
sa mga jokes mo)
gusto ko sabihin,
pero..
hay..

di ba friends are there to make you feel good about yourself??

pero..
pano kung your friend is somehow making you feel stupid??
siguro nga "joke" yun
pero minsan kasi hindi na nakakatuwa
alam ko hindi naman ako ganun kagaling
pero making me feel stupid is enough!
ayoko na nung mga jokes na ganun
it really hurts

im not stupid
so don't make me feel stupid at all!!

pasensya na...
di ko lang malabas kanina..

i know his my friend,
pero enough is enough..

friends parin tyo..
yaw ko lang ng nagtatago ng sama ng loob....

friday the 13th... Part I: Morning blues

2006-01-13T20:26:00.000+08:00

morning blues

i just realized yesterday night na friday the 13th pala ngayong friday
before going to sleep i prayed that hopefully it will be going to be fine
maybe just like any other ordinary day
or maybe there could be something good will happen
or maybe even something special

the next day..
i mean, and the friday the 13th came
today is friday the 13th!

waking up seems the same, nothing special

parents ko di pumasok sa work
GA kasi nung organization nila sa church
buti pa sila may break sa work
(pero naku, may prob din dun eh
sana maayos na nila mommy)

and may news, DL ate ko! galing talaga
(i just hope this term i can also be like her)

ok nothing's seems special
morning rituals before going to school
same as before

music playing
singing in the bathroom
(wala ng pakielamanan)
beauty rituals
(hehehe)

i saw a smile on my face
looks like its going to be fine after all

before leaving the house
naku! mukhang uulan
pero uki lang
go pa rin!

DLSU here i come!

untitled

2006-01-12T21:57:00.000+08:00

heheh sorry, wala ako maisip na title eh..

another day have past
ang bilis talaga ng mga araw
"it seems like i can't get a hold of what is happening"
(whoa! ako ba may sabi nun?? parang di ako ah)
parang kelan lang eh, naghahanap pa ako ng kasama
parang kelan lang, iniisip ko kung may mahanap kaya akong mga bagong kaibigan
parang kelan lang first day ng pasukan ko sa college life
pero ngayon, panibagong taon na naman ang matatapos...
(sorry ah! mukhang nagdradrama ako..)
biruin mo, matatapos na 1st year ko
and baka bukas paggising ko di ko namamalayan 2nd year na ako
(i just hope, i survive this term with good grades, i really mean it!)

hay..
siguro namimiss ko lang yung mga old peepz ko, my hs peepz
naiimagine ko pa nga ngayon na parang kelan lang
papasok ako nung sa classroom nung 1st year hs ako
believe it or not, sobra tahimik ako nun
(tahimik naman talga ako ah! :D)
and sobrang dami at bilis ng mga nangyari
meron masaya
syempre, meron din malulungkot
and that made who i am now
i miss them a lot
and! this year marami na ang tatawid sa amin sa panibagong yugto ng buhay namin
('yugto'?? lalim ba?? hehe)
ang mga batchmates ko, born year 1988, mageeighteen na kami!
miss ko na talga sila...
syempre kasama ako dun!

hay..
panibagong araw na naman bukas
sana maging "ok" ang araw ko bukas
maging isa sa mga araw na itreatreasure ko for the rest of my life :D

hay..
sige na nga
titigilan ko na itong kadramahan ko..

20th wedding anniversary ----> star tune

2006-01-12T00:04:00.000+08:00

its not mine..

the truth is, today is my parents 2oth wedding anniversary
after school i went to my sister's dorm
we meet our parents there
after that we went to eat outside for celebration

we ate
we chat
we took some pics
in short, we had a lot of fun
together.

unfortunately, we somehow got home late
and i still have my assignment unfinished
but having my idea in mind thank God i finished it fast!

i just wish...

i really wish!!!

magising pa rin ako maaga bukas!!! nity nite everybody! :)

Star Tune

2006-01-11T22:52:00.000+08:00

Star Tune

This avatar would represent all about me whenever I am online or offline. “Star Tune” taking it literally means; definitely the real me loves music, very fond of the stars and happy to be me. However, star tune has a deeper meaning for me. Through life, despite the hardships and trials I still continue and pursue them. Reaching for the stars in my life. It may seem unreachable but with the help of others and adding some melody with my life, I believe I can reach it. The purple hue means, when the deepest hour comes that is when the time I strive to shine the best.

*Avatar assignment in one of my subject. Sure was fun doing it. :)

go figure!

2006-01-10T23:43:00.000+08:00

hay...

question, why am i still awake?
its already 11:45 and im still here infront of the pc

another question, what am i doing?? chatting??
definitely no. i am actually doing our homework
and the truth is im not really sure kung tama yung ginawa ko
though im done

and another question, what's with the title?? go figure??
go figure, movie sa disney channel... hehehe
ako na lang kasi gising dito sa amin
and uhmm.. honestly ayaw ko ng ako at pc na lang ang buhay dito noh
takot! hahaha
maganda naman yung movie eh.. ok sya
nice..

and another, why are doing blogging??
resting.. and i want to make use of my blog.. sayang.. heheh
ewan ko ba, di naman ako mahilig talaga sa blog
pero ngayon naku, naaddict na ata ako..
hehhe

hay...
nga naman...

naku! "hay" na lang siguro title ko...

somewhere in my past

2006-01-10T21:55:00.000+08:00

noong short hair pa ako...

did you watch before the koreanovela

"All about eve"???
do i really look like erika??

imagine me, without the glasses.
hehehe la lang po...^_^

girl in the mirror

2006-01-10T21:38:00.000+08:00

"looking beyond what you see"

from: lion king 3 hakuna matata

Girl in the Mirror

Britney Spears

There's a girl in the mirror

I wonder who she is

Sometimes I think I know her

Sometimes I really wish I did

There's a story in her eyes

Lullabies and goodbyes

When she's looking back at me

I can tell her heart is broken easily

'Cause the girl in my mirror

Is crying out tonight

And there's nothing I can tell her

To make her feel alright

Oh the girl in my mirror

Is crying 'cause of you

And I wish there was something

Something I could do

If I could I would tell her

Not to be afraid

The pain that she's feeling

The sense of loneliness will fade

So dry your tears and rest assured

Love will find you like before

When she's looking back at me

I know nothing really works that easily

'Cause the girl in my mirror

Is crying out tonight

And there's nothing I can tell her

Oh the girl in my mirror

Is crying 'cause of you

And I wish there was something

I wish there was something

Oh I wish there was something

I could do

I can't believe it's what I see

That the girl in the mirror

The girl in the mirror

Is me

I can't believe what I see (no....)

(The girl in my mirror)

The girl in my mirror is me

Ohh...is me

'Cause the girl in my mirror

Is crying out tonight

And there's nothing I can tell her

To make her feel alright

Oh the girl in my mirror

Is crying 'cause of you

I wish there was something

Oh I wish there was something

I could do

It is not always what you see is right and true,

you should see right through him

to see what is not seen by the naked eye.

For a true and lasting love

look beyond what you see.

1 missed call.... 2 missed calls.... 3 missed calls

2006-01-09T20:36:00.000+08:00

haaay...
kay sarap ng feeling na may nagaalala syo
kay sarap ng alam mong may nagiisip syo
thank you...

sorry kung hindi ako nakatext
sorry kung nawala sa loob ko
sorry po...

pero bat ganun?
minsan lang naman hindi makatext
magtetext naman ako hanggat maari eh..
sorry po..

haaay..
im just glad now that im HOME...

:)

"its either you'll love me or you'll hate me"

2006-01-09T19:57:00.000+08:00

hay, kakalipas lang ng 1st day ng regular classes na talga as in yung puro aral na.

as usual ang aga ko na naman sa school kanina, ADICT nga raw eh.. hehe
first subject namin PE, take note volleyball pe namin
huhuh di pa naman ako magaling dun, wish ko lang maquatro ko pa rin yun
sa pe na lang ako umaasa makakakwatro eh just like nung mga last two terms
sana ngayon din, grabe pagod pe pa lang
whew!

3 hours break after
chibugan muna
ginutom ako eh
tapos tambay habang intay for our 23o class
(natapos ko na yung "never mind!" yes!)

2:30 pm
hay, bakit ba ganun yung subject na yun?? no comment na lang.. :p

3:40pm
new prof??? looks nice pero may kulo din
para syang yung teacher ko nun dati sa CL nung highschool
naalala ko tuloy yung sabi nung teacher namin nun:
"you'll hate me for this but you'll remember me for this"
not sure kung yun yung exact pero something like that
strict sobra pero natututo naman ako
mga ganun gusto teacher
i just hope na maging ok na ako sa subject na ito ngayon term
*praying*

blog??? blog??? blog??? help???

2006-01-08T20:24:00.000+08:00

sometimes i want to have a blog...
sometimes i don't want to...
sometimes i want to make use of it to express my feelings i can't tell...

i want to have a blog...
why??
simply because i can make use of it to express my feelings i can't tell
feelings i can't share to anyone
feelings i'm scared to share
feelings i just want to share to anyone

i don't want to...
why??
because... uhmm... honestly im not that good in edtiting those things..
how do i say it??
lets just say i want to make it look this and that...
but the problem is!!! i don't know how!!!
it's like i'm not a computer student!
funny??

one thing is for sure..
i want to learn..

help?? ^_~
hehehe

dId iT wOrk??

2006-01-08T09:20:00.000+08:00

meron na ba?? ok na ba tong blog ko??

naku! i really can't believe i'm doing this blog thingy again. i'm not really into writing, but if it is needed i guess i really can't help it.