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Saturday, October 21, 2006

i don't wanna miss a thing

* just to post something new. things have been so hectic these past weeks and i'm starting to loose my grip, again.. (sigh) that's why i can't update my blog. tinamaan lang ako ng Last song syndrome so mag-post lang ako. madami ng nangyayari sa akin, and.. uhmm... basta...

so ito na yung song...


I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing
by regine velasquez

I can stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I can spend my life in this sweet surrender
I can stay lost in this moment forever
Where every moment spent with you
Is a moment of treasure

(Chorus)
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dreams would never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating
And I wonder what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
And then I kiss your eyes
And thank god we're together
I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever
Forever and ever

(Chorus)

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
I just wanna be with you
Right here, right now
Just like this
I just wanna hold you close
And feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For the rest of time

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

(Chorus)

I'd still miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
The sweetest dreams would never do
I'd still miss you babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss a thing

Monday, September 25, 2006

anytime you need a frend

* sorry for the things that had happened, i never really wanted this to happen. i just want to bring back the past. just remember, i'm always your frend. hope that we'll be ok soon. and i really mean it. sobrang pahirap tong ganto, promise.

Anytime you need a Frend
by the beu sisters (ost-home on the range)

La La La La La La La La La La

When your sad
When your feeling low
When your hurt
And don't know where to go
Think of me. there i'll be
Anytime you need a frend

When your down
And your luck runs out
Or if your in trouble or in doubt
It's Ok..turn my way
Anytime you need a frend

[Chorus]

La La La La La La La La

All our lives
Anywhere we are
Just reach out
I'll Never be to far
Come what may
When your scared I will stay with you
When you feel your fallin'
I'll lift you
When your heartbreaks
I'll Ease your aches,
Whatever it takes I'm in
Anytime you need a frend
There I'll stay
Anytime you need a frend

[Chorus]

When you need a frend
Come what may, there i'll stay
Now until the very end
Anytime you need a frend

La La La La La La La La

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

reflection

Reflection
(Pop Version)
by: christina aguilera (ost - mulan)

Look at me
You may think you see who I really am
But you'll never know me
Ev'ry day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world what's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

2nd time around

september 11, 2006
1st day of classes for 2nd year 2nd term, ok naman
maaaga na mga pasok ko pero may pagka whole day, tsk tsk tsk
pero atlis mas maaga na uwian ko compared dati na 5:50

deveweb (web development)
- 2nd time around, got to make changes..
ano na ba maganda gawan ng website?? hmmmm.... esep esep
new prof eh, di na si miss mela, di rin naman si ms. rhia
so totally no idea kami kung pano magturo yung prof
i just hope he's ok, ok for me to get a 5!! hahaha babawi talga!!

elemfre (french)
- funny prof... mahirap magpunta ng cr, kasi kelangan magpaalam in french
i just hope it would not be that hard to pass this course ^_^
excited pa naman ako matuto..

sysdev1 (systems development 1)
- sir ona ulit!! but different course naman, from vlchain to sysdev1.
kakatakot, pero sana hindi naman kami ulit maging bloody..
and i hope di kami matulad dun sa half ng class ni sir ona last term na sinawimpalad..
aaral maigi!! grrrr!!!

intract (introduction to accounting)
- ms tangkeko! hahaha for the 3rd time..
1st yr 2nd term databas si ms. tangkeko.
2nd yr 1st term bizproc si ms. tangkeko ulit!
2nd yr 2nd term intract sya ulit!! hahaha dami nya alam noh??
sana maging ok naman sa course na toh, la projects!! yey!

september 12, 2006
2nd day...

chemone (chemistry one)
- 1st and last subject for the day namin ni hennie, justin at ako
the prof was ok, mukhang fun naman yung subject
sana makabawi ako, kasi chem ko nung high school di maganda,
hope this one will be a good experience for me

so, lahat na ng subjects ko for this term nakapagmeet na
well except for the lab kasi sa thursday pa kasi
got to make changes na talaga ^_^ babawi
dapat ma dl ako!!! before anything else!

*sorry if things didn't go as what you've expected.. goodluck na lang sa studies..

Sunday, September 10, 2006

before anything else

today is September 10, 2006 and tomorrow will be the brand new start of my 2nd term in college that'll be my 2nd year 2nd term

di ko lam if ready na ako pumasok
parang gusto na ayaw
magulo pa..

pero sure ako magiiba na...
babawi ako..

"start of something new" nga raw
haay, sorry sa mga friends ko di ko man lang kayo nakita this term break ko..
hahaha busy pa din eh...
sowee don, sa kita kita na lang ng k2gs..
yung sayaw natin ah!! :P

can't wait to see you all!! ^_^

Start of Something New
by zac efron and vanessa ann hudgens(ost high school musical)

Living in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance

I never believed in
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart
To all the possibilities

* I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
And right here tonight
(I know it for real)
This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

Now who'd of ever thought that
We'd both be here tonight
And the world looks so much brighter
With you by my side

Repeat *

I never knew that it could happen
Till it happened to me
I didn't know it before
But now it's easy to see

(That) It's a start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart

The start of something new
Start of something new

Friday, September 01, 2006

connected

* life is sure a roller - coaster, lots of ups and downs.. minsan pa nga nakataob ka pa.. just have to enjoy the ride, and surely you'll finish it with a happy and contented heart.

Connected
by sarah paxton (ost - aquamarine)

I'm blind-folded on this roller coaster they call life.
Keep trying to make it through the next turn, knuckles white and holdin' tight.
So here I go, takin' a curve, but I know that I'm never alone.
I think of you, I know you'd never let me go.

I feel connected, protected, it's like you're sitting right with me all the time.
You hear me, you're near me, and everything else's gonna be alright. 'Cause nothin' can break this, nothin' can break this, nothin' can break this time.
Connected...connected inside.

It's not an accident, the time we spent apart.
But now we're so close, I can always find you right here in my heart. You've given me somethin' I need, and I don't ever want it to end. Because of you, I know I've found my strength again.

I feel connected, protected, it's like you're sitting right with me all the time.
You hear me, you're near me, and everything else's gonna be alright. 'Cause nothin' can break this, nothin' can break this, nothin' can break this time.
Connected...connected inside.

Everytime that I breathe, I can feel the energy.
Preachin' out, flowin' through, you to me and me to you.
Find your dream, walk or stand, you are everywhere I am.
Seperate souls, you to find, touching at the speed of light.

whoa, ah-oh, ah-oh, ah-oh, ah-oh, ah-oh, ah-oh, ah-oh

I feel connected, protected, it's like you're sitting right with me all the time.
You hear me, you're near me, and everything else's gonna be alright. Connected, protected, now you're in my mind, now I'm doin' fine.
You hear me, you're near me, and everything else's gonna be alright. 'Cause nothin' can break this, nothin' can break this, nothin' can break this time.
Connected...connected inside.

new life

Here’s a funny experience that happened to me this day. My mommy told me that September 1 is the first day where Christmas songs are played on the radio. Kasi sa month na daw yun nagstastart ang countdown sa 100 days before Christmas. Di ba Christmas is the birth of Jesus?? It means new life so here comes my funny experience today, on the first day of the month of September. On my way to school, I was riding the lrt so its from monumento to vito cruz. There were really lots of people early that time. When the train got to UN station many people got off the train, so lumuwag na. Hehe Nearing the Pedro Gil station someone shouted. Nagpanic ako! Naka ipod kasi ako, so hindi ko naintindihan. Kinabahan ako kasi baka may bomb threat na naman, kasi dati nagkafalse alarm nun, nagpanic lahat ng tao, muntik na ako magdive kakatulakan. But this time it was different, coz people were laughing. I asked one lrt passenger what was it all about, then she answered me, “nanganak daw yung ale!” Sa isip isip ko, what?!?! bakit dito?? Hehehe new born babies on the first day of the month!! Yup, babies, kambal daw eh..hehehe So nagstop yung train, sa pedro gil, and we saw the guards running everywhere. And some passengers where looking for some nurses on the train at that time to help the lady who just gave birth. After that, here comes some guards with a wheel chair, but unfortunately hindi masasakay dun yung babae. So, intay intay pa for help. I saw some people taking pictures. Why would they even want a picture of a woman having labor?? Hahaha maybe because its funny thing, manganak ba naman sa train eh.. hehehe Finally, dumating na yung help, supposed to be a strecher, door ang dala nila!! So for an improvised strecher is a door. Bagong tanggal ba yun??ehehe So, masaya lang ako para sa kanilang mag-iina. Ano kaya name nila?? If girl and boy, siguro si Pedro and si Gil.. hehehe

So siguro sign yun, for me to have a NEW LIFE!! There’s got to be changes…. I need a NEW LIFE!!!!

regrets

..........

la ako masabi

basta so so so

SORRY

i never imagined things would be this way. if i only knew, i would never have let it happen. i only feel so depressed thinking about it. i have not only disappointed myself but i have also disappointed the people who have believed me in me. with that, im really sorry..

"every experience brings out something good. good times become good memories. bad times become good lessons. you never lose, you only gain from life."

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

priorities

its almost a month since i last posted...another term has passed by
and honestly, i guess things got out of hand...
things went by so fast i wasn't able to get a grip of it...
*sigh
bakit ganun?? sabi ko nun, babawi ako this term coz i want to prove something...
kaso, mukhang di maayos mas lalo pa ata lumala...
i just really hope na sana wala ako bagsak... PLEASE LORD...
help me please...
*sigh ulit
sobra nakakalungkot itong term na ito..
i don't want to regret my choice of course
but how come everything is so wrong..
siguro kasi masyado ako naging passive??
i let other people do things and decide for me..
na dumating sa point na wala na akong magawa...
alam mo yung feeling na may gusto kang gawin,pero di mo magawa??
alam mo yung feeling na may magagawa ka sana pero di mo alam kung pano??
nakakainis yung mga feeling na ganun!!!
argh!!
haaay... kaso nangyari na.. i really really NEED to make changes!!!
i don't want to disappoint people who expect from me..

haaay... isa lang siguro masasabi ko for this term...

SORRY....really really really sorry