priorities

its almost a month since i last posted...another term has passed by
and honestly, i guess things got out of hand...
things went by so fast i wasn't able to get a grip of it...
*sigh
bakit ganun?? sabi ko nun, babawi ako this term coz i want to prove something...
kaso, mukhang di maayos mas lalo pa ata lumala...
i just really hope na sana wala ako bagsak... PLEASE LORD...
help me please...
*sigh ulit
sobra nakakalungkot itong term na ito..
i don't want to regret my choice of course
but how come everything is so wrong..
siguro kasi masyado ako naging passive??
i let other people do things and decide for me..
na dumating sa point na wala na akong magawa...
alam mo yung feeling na may gusto kang gawin,pero di mo magawa??
alam mo yung feeling na may magagawa ka sana pero di mo alam kung pano??
nakakainis yung mga feeling na ganun!!!
argh!!
haaay... kaso nangyari na.. i really really NEED to make changes!!!
i don't want to disappoint people who expect from me..

haaay... isa lang siguro masasabi ko for this term...

SORRY....really really really sorry