blog??? blog??? blog??? help???

sometimes i want to have a blog...
sometimes i don't want to...
sometimes i want to make use of it to express my feelings i can't tell...

i want to have a blog...
why??
simply because i can make use of it to express my feelings i can't tell
feelings i can't share to anyone
feelings i'm scared to share
feelings i just want to share to anyone

i don't want to...
why??
because... uhmm... honestly im not that good in edtiting those things..
how do i say it??
lets just say i want to make it look this and that...
but the problem is!!! i don't know how!!!
it's like i'm not a computer student!
funny??

one thing is for sure..
i want to learn..

help?? ^_~
hehehe