everything's going to be fine

..............................

no words for me to explain everything
just hoping that everything's going to be fine now

its going to be fine
don't worry





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perfect day

*this song is from legally blonde, one of my favorite movies. i know its too girly but honestly it really inspires me to stand up when i'm down. ^_^ basta just watch the movie if you want to know what i mean..

Perfect Day
by hoku (ost - legally blonde)

Sun's up
A little after twelve
Make breakfast for myself
Leave the work for someone else
People say
They say that it's just a phase
They tell me to act my age,
Well I am

On this perfect day,
Nothing's standing in my way

On this perfect day,
When nothing can go wrong

It's the perfect day,
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
I could stay, forever as I am

On this perfect day

Sun's down
A little after ten
I pick up all my friends
In my Mercedes-Benz

Wake up
Don't tell me it's just a dream
'Cause when I've had enough
You'll hear me say,
Now don't you try to rain on my

Perfect day,
Nothing's standing in my way

On this perfect day,
Nothing can go wrong

It's the perfect day,
Tomorrow's gonna come too soon
I could stay, forever as I am
On this perfect day

La la la
La la la,
Oh, oh

I'm in the race
But I've already won
(La la la)
And getting there can
Be half the fun
(La la la)
So don't stop me
Till I'm good and done,
Don't you try to rain on my

Perfect day
It's the perfect day

It's the perfect day
Nothing's gonna bring me down
I could stay, forever as I am

On this perfect day
Nothing's standing in my way,

On this perfect day,
Nothing can go wrong

Perfect, day
On this perfect day
On this perfect day

at last!

tuesday na bukas, and yes! may pasok na
sobra na akong natutuyot dito sa bahay eh
i hope na start na ito sa muling pag-ayos na pilipinas, haaay
(parang no connection ba?? meron yan, basta kung di mo gets,
ako na lang nakakagets nun, so i-gets mo! gets? ^_^)

sana maging ok naman bukas
bukas na magtatapos ang buwan ng mga puso
haaay, parang nothing special happened to me this month..
(heheheh maghanap daw ba?)
then sa wednesday, march na!! ang bilis talaga
basta, i just have to make the most out of it!
sabi nga sa isang kanta...
"now don't you try to rain on my perfect day!"
(im not expecting for a perfect day pero
basta, hindi na ako magpapadown! ^_^)

---> TBL

---> Taong Bahay Lang

haaay, wala na naman pasok
bakit ganun? noon..
no classes is a thing we all wished for
its a good news for us, for me...

pero bakit ganun?? ngayon...
"announcement: no classes tomorrow Feb.27"
di ba it supossed to be a good news??
pero hindi, waaaah!!! hehehe
gusto ko pumasok!! kasi la magawa dito bahay eh
booooooring! hehehe
taong bahay lang ako!!
wahahaha (nababaliw na ako!)

hehehe sige, best thing to do
mag-aaral na lang ako, baka may pasok na bukas
kahit na may gagawin bukas, uki lang
basta gusto ko na pumasok! hehe

sige bye bye!

new day, new chance

nice title.. la lang
that's from my dad,
inspires me a lot when im down for a day
hoping for great day ahead

actually, hindi naman ako feeling down today
la lang, gusto ko lang sya ilagay as a title
kasi bukas monday na naman
new week, new lesson,
new problems?? wag naman sana ^_^

haaay, ang bilis talaga ng mga araw
come to think of it, 1 month and 1 week to go
tapos na ang pagiging freshmen ko sa college life!!
kaya ngayon ang dami ginagawa
kaya ko toh! hindi na ako magpapadown sa mga.. naku!

sige, yun lang.. heheh
nagbre-break lang ako, gumagawa kasi ako assignment
sige, bye bye na back to work na

the result of "boredom"

yipee!! at last nagawa ko na yung gusto ko sa blog ko!
heheheh pero nung una medyo nadodown na naman ako
kasi naguguluhan ako, buti na lang to the rescue ang aking sister
hehehehe la lang natutuwa lang ako..

check it out, its nice
maybe if i get the hang of this
i'll change it again..
^_^

hay, yan ang resulta ng kabagutan
la kasi class ngayon, dahil sa edsa
medyo sad kasi nagkakagulo sila
haay... when will they stop??

watch tv...
chat...
blog...
watch tv...
chat...
blog...

that's all i did the past hours..
sige hanggang dito na lang..

^_^

^_^ just plain happy ^_^

i guess the storm is over...

finally realized what was wrong,
FINALLY!!
kasi ganto yun..
narealized ko lang sya kanina

last night, sabi ng friend ko sa akin i should relax but not too relax
kasi i take things seriously, too serious
and when things came out of my way, things i don't expect
masyado ako nagdadamdam, masyado ko dinidibdib
yun nga, parang yung previous post ko na
i was setting high standards and expect too much from myself
and ako sa sarili ko nahihirapan din naman
kasi alam nyo yung feeling na parang lagi kang may kelangan patunayan??
yung feeling na kelangan maplease mo lahat ng nasa paligid mo??
and i guess i was wrong...
i don't need to please everyone, i just need to be myself
(magpakatotoo ka sister!! hehe la lang)

so kanina nga kasi nstp namin, cwts - tutorials gawa namin kanina
pagdating community, andun na yung mga bata
(late na naman kasi kami, buti la principal la nagalit)
ayun, turo turo then final assessment kasi commencement na next week
then tapos na, intay na lang dismissal
laro laro, ang saya... and then i found myself enjoying
relaxed and just being myself... and not trying to please anyone
gawa gawa lang una ng papel na eroplano para sa mga bata, nakaupo, pinapanood silang nagpapalipad
pagkatapos, nakipaglaro ako sa 3 batang babae from sa class na tinuturuan ko, grade 1 sila
sili - sili kami, ang saya.. kaso, may nasugatan tsk tsk tsk
(sayang walang pic) and then i was happy...

sabi nga, masayang bumalik sa pagkabata...

ayun lang.. ^_^

p.s.
and a little inspiration is all i need..
(hehe mukhang letter eh noh, meron pang PS, la lang..)

can't think of a title..

been to a lot of thinking this past 2 weeks...
if you'd ask me, thinking about what??
actually, i have no idea... clueless, for short

"the face can speak of a thousand emotions
but it can easily mask what the heart truly feels..
don't be fooled, for the happiest face may be masking
the most hurting hurting"

(if you still remember this is the 2nd time
i posted this, but this time its different)

this time, i'm not hurt
its just im feeling sad
and i don't know why

when there are people around i look happy
i feel happy, but it feels only in the outside
when i am alone,
it feels empty inside, feeling lonely
feels something missing..

still hoping for the day this feeling will be gone...
and i'll find the answers to the questions within me..

(nyak!! bakit nagsesenti na naman ako?? nakakainis!!! ano ba naman ito!! whatta!?!?!?)

something to make my day

H A V E F A I T H

a little something from a friend, trix

that has made my day today

thanks to that

thanks to her

it made me feel better

really...

stupid me???

ayoko isipin pero yun ang nararamdaman ko
ayoko nitong feeling pero yun ang pinaparamdam sa akin ng mga nangyayari

sobrang dami ng nangyari nitong huling dalawang linggo
sobrang dami ng gusto kong sabihin dito
sobrang dami ng gusto kong isulat
pero parang nawawala ang mga salita

bakit ganun??

isa-isahin natin...
(sakali makagaan ng loob kapag nilalabas)

acads...
akala ko ok
akala ko walang magiging problema
nagaaral ako maigi
pero parang laging hindi sapat
una mataas tapos bigla kang ibabagsak ng feeling na yun

relsone
- sa ngayon wala pang problema
- sana wala ng dumating
- alam ko hindi naman ako nagpapabaya

anmath
- nung una akala ko ok na
- nung una akala ko tuloy tuloy na ang pagbawi ko at maibalik ang hilig sa math
- pero bakit ganun??
- nagaral ako, pero ang "carelessness" ay hinahatak ako pababa
- kakayanin ko toh, kelangan wag magpadaig

netcomm
- una pa lang inisip ko na baka hindi ko kayanin
- nagaaral pa rin ako maigi
- hindi sapat!!! kulang!!
- anong kelangan kong gawin?!?!

hutecin
- sa ngayon walang problema
- kelangan lang pag-igihan sa mga hinihingi
- sana lang...

engltwo
- haay... sa ngayon din ok pa..
- sana lang magtagal itong pakiramdam na ito

peteams
- pampatanggal stress talaga ang sports...

sinabi ko noon sa sarili ko,
"never expect too much or too high on something,
coz when the time comes you were not able to achieve that,
falling will be too hard to accept"

pero bakit parang hindi ako natuto sa huling pagkakamali??
bakit ako nagexpect?? bakit ako umasa??
ang sakit tuloy ngayon..

overprotected???

*no comment

Overprotected
by: Britney Spears

[Spoken:]
I need time (time)
Love (love)
Joy (joy)
I need spaceI need me
(Action!)

Say hello to the girl that I am!
You're gonna have to see through my perspective
I need to make mistakes just to learn who I am
And I don't wanna be so damn protected
Refrain:
There must be another way
Cause I believe in taking chances
But who am I to say
What a girl is to do
God, I need some answers

Chorus:
What am I to do with my life
(You will find it out don't worry)
How Am I supposed to know what's right?
(You just got to do it your way)
I can't help the way I feel
But my life has been so overprotected

I tell 'em what I like
What I want
What I don't
But every time I do I stand corrected
Things that I've been told
I can't believe what I hear about the world,
I realize
I'm Overprotected

Repeat Refain
Repeat Chorus

I need… time (love)
I need… space
(This is it, this is it)

Bridge:
I don't need nobody
Tellin me just what I wanna
What I what what I'm gonna
Do about my destiny
I Say No, No
Nobody tell me just what what what I wanna do, do
I'm so fed up with people telling me to be
Someone else but me

(Action!)

Repeat Chorus
Repeat Bridge
Repeat Chorus