sulit ba??

after two days of waking up so early and being at school at 7:30 am!!
after two days of reading and reading... and reading!
finally our test is over, how did it go? actually i'm so speechless after the test!
i'm not sure and i really can't tell how did i do...
if im going to pass it or not, but im really hoping that i passed it
and as a result it kind of ruined my day... haaaayyy buhay!
( y just can't i adapt some if my sister's intellegence??)

and... bakit ganun??
pinili ko itong course na ito coz i thought i like it
and even before, i asked for a sign, and it led me here
hindi naman sa pinagsisisihan kong nandito ako,
pero haaaayyy.... i can't find my self enjoying!
buti na lang may kasama akong paulinian,
i still have that feeling na everything is ok

another thing, i think i've lost the old and real me
as far as i know myself i'm that easy to give up
hindi ako basta basta umiiyak!!
pero bakit ganun?? naku!!
konting tiis na lang talaga!! aaaah!!!

i really can't give up now...
so help me GOD!

sige yun lang... haaay...