what i need right now

*after posting the previous one, i guess here's another one i'll be needing today for me to survive.. it's a song i used to sing for my bez when she's feeling sad, i guess this song's for me today..

what a day...*sigh*

Just Believe
by Sarah Geronimo

Here you go again ready to give up,
Feeling so pressured again. enough is enough,
believe it or not you're not alone
Everyone's hope is running thin
but it's never as bad as it seems

Chorus:
Just believe, things can only get better,
just believe, your spirit gets so higher,
just believe, tomorrow can shine brighter,
all you've got to do is just believe

Every now and then, nothing turns out right, you feel
so unlove as you cry all through the night

Believe it or not, you're not alone
Everyone's hope is running thin
but it's ever as bad as it seems.

(rep chorus)

Sad moments around to make us appreciate the happy times,
we always seem to take for granted
Always taken for granted
oh oh oh oh

Just believe, things can only get better,
just believe, your spirit gets so higher,
just believe, tomorrow can shine brighter,

No need to feel down, you can turn things around,
all you got to do is just believe
no need to feel down
you can turn things around,
all you gotta do it is you just believe
just believe........

don't know why

don't know why,
im feeling sad..
don't know why,
im feeling bothered with something..
don't know why,
im feeling something's missing..

i don't know why..

feels like im going crazy..

i think what i need right now is my sister..
someone i could talk too
someone i could lean on
someone i could hug

don't know why i'm feeling alone...

haaaayy... *sigh*

what a day...

(why are my tuesdays like this??
just like last tuesday
feeling "malata")

kanina lang

bat ganun??
masaya naman kanina??
bakit bigla na lang nagalit??
bigla sumigaw??
bigla na lang..

masaya naman kanina
nagtatawan pa nga kanina
naglolokohan pa kanina

bakit biglang nagiba??

di mapigilang lumuha

bakit kasi ganun??

di ko alam..
maiinis ba ako??
magtatampo??
magagalit??
hindi, ang alam ko lang
nalulungkot ako..

haay...

parang kanina lang...

sana maayos na...

canceled game

guess what??
dito ako ngayon sa lab namin sa school
aga ko kasi dumating

why??
manonood sana ng game ng aking frend / blockm8s
tsk tsk tsk, canceled naman ang game
aga pang gumising
natutulog pa sana ako kanina hanggang 10!
hahaha 1:30 na kasi ako nakatulog
sabagay uki lang maaga

ayan!! di na ako feeling lata
very good!
sana hanggang mamaya

actually dito kami ngayon lab ng frend ko
para gumawa ng assignment
la lang just dropping by to post something

naku! tama na nga toh
para makagawa na kami

^_^

"kung ano kina-hyper kahapon, yun din ang kina-lata ko ngayon" tsk tsk tsk

hay, bat ganun??
kung ano kina-hyper ko kahapon
yun naman ang kina-lata ko ngayon
pero hindi naman malungkot
feeling tired lang, ewan ko ba
siguro dahil sa mga kelangan ng gawin
dami na, grabe
parang 3rd week pa lang
pero, uki lang
pagiigihan naman

teka!
eh bat nandito pa ako??
hehe
naku, makagawa na nga

(just dropping by to say something,
i'm just missing my sister whom i used to tell my stories
everytime i got home from school
so i guess dito ako kwento kung wala ate ko
i just hope she can read this,
everytime she's at her dorm)

foolish heart

*song of the day ^_^

FOOLISH HEART
by Nina

I need a love that grows
I don't want it unless I know
But with each passin hour
Someone, somehow
Will be there, ready to share

I need a love that's strong
I'm so tired of being alone
But will my lonely heart
Play the part
Of the fool again, before I begin

Foolish heart, hear me calling
Stop before you start falling
Foolish heart, heed my warning
You've been wrong before
Don't be wrong anymore

I'm feelin that feelin again
I've been playin a game I can't win
Love's knockin on the door
Of my heart once more
Think I'll let him in
Before I begin

Foolish heart, hear me calling
Stop before, you start falling
Foolish heart, heed my warning
You've been wrong before
Don't be wrong anymore
Foolish heartFoolish, foolish heart
You've been wrong before

Foolish heart, hear me calling
Stop before you start falling
Foolish heart, heed my warning
You've been wrong before
Don't be wrong anymore
Foolish heart

Oh foolish
foolish heart
You've been wrong before

Foolish
foolish heart
Foolish heart

*foolish nga ba??

happy!!! shalala, it's so nice to be happy!!

what a day!!!
very tiring but its worth while
enjoyed everything that had happened
thank GOD!!

peteams,
improving from 2.5 last practical -> 3.0 na kanina sa 2nd...
kaso mukhang malabo na maquatro! tsk tsk tsk
i miss my dancing days
(lalo na nung high school)
thank you sa pedance last term napunan ang kalungkutan pagdating doon
^_^
pasmado nga lang after ng volleyball
hirap magsulat, buti ngayon uki na!
(tnx to my mommy)

relsone,
thinking about our test, ibibigay na kaya??
yes!! binigay na!!
sulit ang aral!
mataas sya!!
kaso may nagpasabog! eeeeeuuuuwwww!!! hahhahah
another thing,
tsk tsk tsk sad nga lang nangyari kanina, bakit ganun sila??

anmath,
thinking also about our test, huhuhu may bagsak daw!
kinakabahan ako, though i know i studied well with the help of someone(thanks!)
new lesson,
new challenge,
soli na rin test!!!
"mary jane aurea g. mendoza! 97!"
buuin daw ba pangalan ko?? hehhe uki lang!!!
ang saya!! all i need is to keep up the good work!!
thank you thank you frend!! ^_^

well, that's all for today ^_^
(gusto ko lang magshare eh, ang saya kasi eh
kaso puyat na naman ako
rereview pa netcomm
gawa pa hutecin
kaya ko toh!
sana ok pa rin bukas..)

in my dreams

* if i can't express it then i hope this song i've chosen will be the one to express it for me...

I HOPE IT'S YOU
by Ntwine

Are you real
Or are you a dream
Are you true
Or not what you see

*coz ive been here before
Dont wanna hurt my self no more Oh no no

Refrain:
Someone who feels for me
Who's constantly in love with me
And cares for me
Someone who wont say goodbye
Someone who can change my life

Chorus:
I hope it's you
I hope it's you

Will you stay
Or will you leave
Shall i doubt
Or shall i believe

Repeat *
Repeat refrain then chorus

Bridge:
How will i know if your'e gonna be here tomorrow
Tell me baby how can say when there's no other way
But to give you my heart, my love
And trust you from the start
Baby dont break my heart

Repeat refrain twice then chorus till fade...

chocolate moist cupcake

1st week ng pagbalik namin sa libis, espina, caloocan city
ang saya
ang gulo
ang hirap
ang kulit
ang init
ang sarap
ang sulit

maagang gising
usapan 7:30 - 8:00 ang assembly time
alis daw ng 8:00, 8 na tatlo pa lang kami dun sa jeep
inventory, sulat sulat ng donation
bakit daw kelangan pa isulat??
before i can't find the right words to answer that
but now, i think i have the right words for that
kelangan i-inventory para we can keep track of whose giving
and how many donations do we still need for the up-coming saturdays to come
tama ba??
basta yun, well, that's for me
(and napagutusan lang ako! hehe i'm just doing my task)
enjoy naman eh, yung feeling na maraming nagbibigay para tumulong

9:30 nakarating kami sa kaunlaran elementary school sa community
hay, kala ko hindi kami papagamitin ng classrooms
late kasi kami, 9 usapan with the principal
but were half an hour late
buti na lang pinagamit pa rin kami
(though ang sungit ng bantay hehe)

takbo dun, takbo dito
ayos ayos ng mga relief goods

"jane, grade 1 ang grade level na ihandle nyo ni jeff kasama nyo sina..."
whew! grade 1!
20+ students lang, buti na lang
compared nung nasa HS ako, nung nagtuturo rin kami
tahimik yung iba
yung iba makulit
yung iba c r ng c r
(binabalisawsaw ba sila?? question lang)
ang saya

chocolate moist cupcake??
bakit nga ba yun ang title ko??
the night before our cwts, nagbake ako
just as i promised majo
(yung bata sa host family namin)
numnumnumnum delicioso!!
sarap daw! i'm glad they liked it
(gusto ko pa sana magbake for my frends, kaso kulang na ingredients, next time na lang)
pagdating sa bahay, uy!
birthday pala ni kristine
(elder sister ni majo)
may pauwi tuloy na pansit, sarap!

sana saturday na ulit.. hehe
kaso di ko pa alam ituturo namin for tutorials.. ngeee!!

sayang!!! walang pics!

Reaction to Office Ergonomics Training: Eyestrain Basics

I chose this topic because I did find it interesting in relation to my condition. I am wearing glasses and often works with computers. In addition, I sometimes find myself having a hard time reading after long hours of reading and find myself afterwards having eyesores. This article made a clearer view for me on what I should do to prevent my eyesores. Before, I only thought that my lack of sleep is the only reason why I am having that feeling with my eyes. I didn't know that the place I work and how I work affects my eyes. Thanks to this article I was informed of this and have given me some tips on how to improve working without having eyestrains.

Before, the only definition of eyestrain for me is the feeling of tiredness of the eyes. But through the article it gave me a lot more idea about eyestrain. I learned that eyestrains are not only caused by long hours of reading. The person's surrounding can also be the cause of eyestrains. Improper strikes of the light towards the eyes may cause eyestrains. Sometimes the light coming from ceiling lights, bright windows, computer screens and the like may cause eyestrains for the person. Also, the person's position is sometimes considered as a factor of causing eyestrains. Different people may have their own comfortable ways of sitting while working / reading. Unaware, people tend to change positions every after feeling discomfort to a position having a bigger chance of getting eyestrain. The article also stated that the mentioned causes of eyestrain have corresponding suggested solutions. One solution that got my attention is the "20/20 rule". As someone who often uses computers I have no idea about this. The rule is made to ease one's eyestrain. Also, a proper distance from the monitor also helps the prevention of eyestrain. These are only few of the aforementioned causes and solutions for eyestrains. For me, I fully recommend to computer users to read and be informed about this article, for them to prevent more eyestrain.

quotable quotes

another day had gone by
and the problem is over!!
over! i mean over!
(read friday the 13th partII:"joke" lang
for more details)

ok na! la lang..
happy lang
(yaw ko may kasamaan ng loob eh)

^_^

notice me

* para maiba naman, this has nothing to do with all of the things that had happened to me this day. but somehow, this song helped me to get my mind off about everything sad that had happened this day.

NOTICE ME

Here's a story of a girl
Living in a lonely world
A hidden note, a secret crush
A little boy who talks to much
While I'm standing in the crowd
And when you smile I checked you out
But you don't even know my name
You too busy playing games

And I want you to know
If you loose your way
I won't let you go

(Tell me) If I cut my hair, if I change my clothes
Will you notice me
If I bite my lip, if i say hello
Will you notice me
What's it gonna take for you to see
To get you to notice me
To get you to notice me

Got your head up in the clouds
Tell me when your coming down
I don't want to sink your shirt
It's not about the scholarship
And all the friends who follow you
Tell your friends just ain't true
I'm the girl you never see
I'm the one you really needed

Oh, don't get me wrong
You better make your move
Before the moments gone

I'm not like the rest
I just don't care if your the best
You see it's all the same to me
You just be who you wanna be
It's all the same to me

Oh, don't get me wrong
You better make your move
Before the moments gone

friday the 13th... Part IV: ano ba naman tong araw na toh!!

ano ba naman tong araw na toh!!

nasa bahay na ako..
medyo ok na..
pero kinakabahan..
ewan..
sana maging ok naman bukas..

maraming nangyari..
pero panibagong experience ito..
panibagong aral..

sana lang..

pagpasensya nyo na ako...

sige..
magandang gabi...

friday the 13th... Part III: sorry po

sorry po

hay..

pauwi na lang
nakadisgrasya pa ako
sad talaga ang day na toh!

dismissal na!
uwian na!!

pero, syempre kain muna kami
ginutom ako after ng mga nangyari
gusto ko sana nga magsundae, pampalamig ng ulo??
pero wag na lang..

umuwi ng maaga baka may mangyari pa eh
umuwi na ng maaga baka mapagalitan na naman eh
umuwi ng maaga para makapagisip
umuwi ng maaga para malabas na ang sama ng loob
umuwi ng maaga para makita na ang ate kong miss ko na..

hay..
magisa lang sa lrt
nagiisip
nakikinig sa musika
pampalamig ng ulo
hay..

monumento na..
diretso sa paglakad..
nagmamadali umuwi..

hala!!
nakaapak pa!!
naapakan ko yung ale!
mukhang masakit yun..

hay..
sorry po..

hay...

friday the 13th... Part II: "joke" lang

"joke" lang

i guess a lot of things happened to me this so called friday the 13th
and this one i guess is the highlight
i really felt sad about this

i guess totoo nga yung tinext sa akin nun na
"d face can speak of a thousand emotions
but it can easily mask wat d heart truly feels..
don't be fooled,
for the happiest face maybe
masking d most hurting heart"

actually, hindi naman ako ganung "hurt"
medyo lang, but it really made my day sad
even though mukhang happy
hay..

di ba friends are there to make you laugh? give some jokes??

pero..
pano kung parang hindi na nya alam when to stop??
pano kung hindi nya alam na nakakasakit na sya??
pano kung puro biro na lang sya syo???
kasi, di ba minsan hindi na lahat ng jokes nakakatuwa??
(kasi naman ako,
nakikiride pa
naiinis na pala
nasasaktan na pla...
sa mga jokes mo)
gusto ko sabihin,
pero..
hay..

di ba friends are there to make you feel good about yourself??

pero..
pano kung your friend is somehow making you feel stupid??
siguro nga "joke" yun
pero minsan kasi hindi na nakakatuwa
alam ko hindi naman ako ganun kagaling
pero making me feel stupid is enough!
ayoko na nung mga jokes na ganun
it really hurts

im not stupid
so don't make me feel stupid at all!!

pasensya na...
di ko lang malabas kanina..

i know his my friend,
pero enough is enough..

friends parin tyo..
yaw ko lang ng nagtatago ng sama ng loob....

friday the 13th... Part I: Morning blues

morning blues

i just realized yesterday night na friday the 13th pala ngayong friday
before going to sleep i prayed that hopefully it will be going to be fine
maybe just like any other ordinary day
or maybe there could be something good will happen
or maybe even something special

the next day..
i mean, and the friday the 13th came
today is friday the 13th!

waking up seems the same, nothing special

parents ko di pumasok sa work
GA kasi nung organization nila sa church
buti pa sila may break sa work
(pero naku, may prob din dun eh
sana maayos na nila mommy)

and may news, DL ate ko! galing talaga
(i just hope this term i can also be like her)

ok nothing's seems special
morning rituals before going to school
same as before

music playing
singing in the bathroom
(wala ng pakielamanan)
beauty rituals
(hehehe)

i saw a smile on my face
looks like its going to be fine after all

before leaving the house
naku! mukhang uulan
pero uki lang
go pa rin!

DLSU here i come!

untitled

heheh sorry, wala ako maisip na title eh..

another day have past
ang bilis talaga ng mga araw
"it seems like i can't get a hold of what is happening"
(whoa! ako ba may sabi nun?? parang di ako ah)
parang kelan lang eh, naghahanap pa ako ng kasama
parang kelan lang, iniisip ko kung may mahanap kaya akong mga bagong kaibigan
parang kelan lang first day ng pasukan ko sa college life
pero ngayon, panibagong taon na naman ang matatapos...
(sorry ah! mukhang nagdradrama ako..)
biruin mo, matatapos na 1st year ko
and baka bukas paggising ko di ko namamalayan 2nd year na ako
(i just hope, i survive this term with good grades, i really mean it!)

hay..
siguro namimiss ko lang yung mga old peepz ko, my hs peepz
naiimagine ko pa nga ngayon na parang kelan lang
papasok ako nung sa classroom nung 1st year hs ako
believe it or not, sobra tahimik ako nun
(tahimik naman talga ako ah! :D)
and sobrang dami at bilis ng mga nangyari
meron masaya
syempre, meron din malulungkot
and that made who i am now
i miss them a lot
and! this year marami na ang tatawid sa amin sa panibagong yugto ng buhay namin
('yugto'?? lalim ba?? hehe)
ang mga batchmates ko, born year 1988, mageeighteen na kami!
miss ko na talga sila...
syempre kasama ako dun!

hay..
panibagong araw na naman bukas
sana maging "ok" ang araw ko bukas
maging isa sa mga araw na itreatreasure ko for the rest of my life :D

hay..
sige na nga
titigilan ko na itong kadramahan ko..

20th wedding anniversary ----> star tune

its not mine..

the truth is, today is my parents 2oth wedding anniversary
after school i went to my sister's dorm
we meet our parents there
after that we went to eat outside for celebration

we ate
we chat
we took some pics
in short, we had a lot of fun
together.

unfortunately, we somehow got home late
and i still have my assignment unfinished
but having my idea in mind thank God i finished it fast!

i just wish...

i really wish!!!

magising pa rin ako maaga bukas!!! nity nite everybody! :)

Star Tune

Star Tune

This avatar would represent all about me whenever I am online or offline. “Star Tune” taking it literally means; definitely the real me loves music, very fond of the stars and happy to be me. However, star tune has a deeper meaning for me. Through life, despite the hardships and trials I still continue and pursue them. Reaching for the stars in my life. It may seem unreachable but with the help of others and adding some melody with my life, I believe I can reach it. The purple hue means, when the deepest hour comes that is when the time I strive to shine the best.

*Avatar assignment in one of my subject. Sure was fun doing it. :)

go figure!

hay...

question, why am i still awake?
its already 11:45 and im still here infront of the pc

another question, what am i doing?? chatting??
definitely no. i am actually doing our homework
and the truth is im not really sure kung tama yung ginawa ko
though im done

and another question, what's with the title?? go figure??
go figure, movie sa disney channel... hehehe
ako na lang kasi gising dito sa amin
and uhmm.. honestly ayaw ko ng ako at pc na lang ang buhay dito noh
takot! hahaha
maganda naman yung movie eh.. ok sya
nice..

and another, why are doing blogging??
resting.. and i want to make use of my blog.. sayang.. heheh
ewan ko ba, di naman ako mahilig talaga sa blog
pero ngayon naku, naaddict na ata ako..
hehhe



hay...
nga naman...

naku! "hay" na lang siguro title ko...

somewhere in my past

noong short hair pa ako...

did you watch before the koreanovela

"All about eve"???
do i really look like erika??

imagine me, without the glasses.
hehehe la lang po...^_^

girl in the mirror

"looking beyond what you see"

from: lion king 3 hakuna matata

Girl in the Mirror

Britney Spears

There's a girl in the mirror

I wonder who she is

Sometimes I think I know her

Sometimes I really wish I did

There's a story in her eyes

Lullabies and goodbyes

When she's looking back at me

I can tell her heart is broken easily

'Cause the girl in my mirror

Is crying out tonight

And there's nothing I can tell her

To make her feel alright

Oh the girl in my mirror

Is crying 'cause of you

And I wish there was something

Something I could do

If I could I would tell her

Not to be afraid

The pain that she's feeling

The sense of loneliness will fade

So dry your tears and rest assured

Love will find you like before

When she's looking back at me

I know nothing really works that easily

'Cause the girl in my mirror

Is crying out tonight

And there's nothing I can tell her

Oh the girl in my mirror

Is crying 'cause of you

And I wish there was something

I wish there was something

Oh I wish there was something

I could do

I can't believe it's what I see

That the girl in the mirror

The girl in the mirror

Is me

I can't believe what I see (no....)

(The girl in my mirror)

The girl in my mirror is me

Ohh...is me

'Cause the girl in my mirror

Is crying out tonight

And there's nothing I can tell her

To make her feel alright

Oh the girl in my mirror

Is crying 'cause of you

I wish there was something

I wish there was something

Oh I wish there was something

I could do

It is not always what you see is right and true,

you should see right through him

to see what is not seen by the naked eye.

For a true and lasting love

look beyond what you see.

1 missed call.... 2 missed calls.... 3 missed calls

haaay...
kay sarap ng feeling na may nagaalala syo
kay sarap ng alam mong may nagiisip syo
thank you...

sorry kung hindi ako nakatext
sorry kung nawala sa loob ko
sorry po...

pero bat ganun?
minsan lang naman hindi makatext
magtetext naman ako hanggat maari eh..
sorry po..

haaay..
im just glad now that im HOME...

:)

"its either you'll love me or you'll hate me"

hay, kakalipas lang ng 1st day ng regular classes na talga as in yung puro aral na.

as usual ang aga ko na naman sa school kanina, ADICT nga raw eh.. hehe
first subject namin PE, take note volleyball pe namin
huhuh di pa naman ako magaling dun, wish ko lang maquatro ko pa rin yun
sa pe na lang ako umaasa makakakwatro eh just like nung mga last two terms
sana ngayon din, grabe pagod pe pa lang
whew!

3 hours break after
chibugan muna
ginutom ako eh
tapos tambay habang intay for our 23o class
(natapos ko na yung "never mind!" yes!)

2:30 pm
hay, bakit ba ganun yung subject na yun?? no comment na lang.. :p

3:40pm
new prof??? looks nice pero may kulo din
para syang yung teacher ko nun dati sa CL nung highschool
naalala ko tuloy yung sabi nung teacher namin nun:
"you'll hate me for this but you'll remember me for this"
not sure kung yun yung exact pero something like that
strict sobra pero natututo naman ako
mga ganun gusto teacher
i just hope na maging ok na ako sa subject na ito ngayon term
*praying*

blog??? blog??? blog??? help???

sometimes i want to have a blog...
sometimes i don't want to...
sometimes i want to make use of it to express my feelings i can't tell...

i want to have a blog...
why??
simply because i can make use of it to express my feelings i can't tell
feelings i can't share to anyone
feelings i'm scared to share
feelings i just want to share to anyone

i don't want to...
why??
because... uhmm... honestly im not that good in edtiting those things..
how do i say it??
lets just say i want to make it look this and that...
but the problem is!!! i don't know how!!!
it's like i'm not a computer student!
funny??

one thing is for sure..
i want to learn..

help?? ^_~
hehehe

dId iT wOrk??

meron na ba?? ok na ba tong blog ko??

naku! i really can't believe i'm doing this blog thingy again. i'm not really into writing, but if it is needed i guess i really can't help it.