stressed week

at last nakapagpost na rin...
and dami dami na namang nangyayari and
parang hindi ko magawang maabsorb sya lahat
nangyayari saan?? sa school.. san pa ba??

malapit na magbakasyon
at ngayon sobrang tambak kami sa gawain
sana matapos na ito
konting tiis na lang talaga

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ano toh??
may isang tao
gusto mo mainis sa kanya
pero di mo magawang mainis
basta anggara...
hirap explain

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bakit ganun?
ginagawa mo naman na lahat
pero parang laging hindi enough
yung binibigay mong effort
parang lagi ka pa ring nadodown

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pano na?
dalawa sila malapit syo
ayaw mo na magkagalit sila
pero nangyari nga
parang hindi mo malaman kung ano gagawin mo
gusto mo may magawa para sa kanila
pero parang wala kang magawa
parang wala kang maitulong

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aaaaaaaahhhh!!!!
gusto ko sumigaw!!
gusto ko umiyak!!
gusto ko malabas na lahat ng toh!!
aaaaaaaahhhh!!!!

konting tiis na lang talaga!!
isang taon na ang lilipas!!

and then its wednesday

finally, some thing's changed
not a bad day at all

sweet...
^_^

secret!! hahaha

that's all..



(feel ko lang magpost, kaso la ako masabi.. kaya shortcut na lang ;P)

weird

yesterday was not a good day for me
a lot of things happened that pissed me off
so its monday yesterday, not a good experience to start of the week
i just hope this won't be until the last day of the week

and now it's tuesday
and weird things happened
how weird?? i don't know how to explain it
*sigh

wednesday tomorrow..
how will it go? i hope something nice would happen
*hoping

one thing is for sure, i'm not giving up!
can't turn me down now! ^_^

argh!

dito ako ngayon sa lab sa school,
gumagawa project..
pero blog muna.. ^_^

medyo nakakainis kasi ngayong araw na ito..
haay... nakakainis mga nangyayari sa akin..
but it'll pass, magiging ok rin ako..
guess im changing, wag magpapadown!!

haay, para lang may masulat...
siguro edit ko na lang ito maya... kung may time..

follow up post for "ang sarap lang kasi ng feeling" ^_^

aaaaaahhh!!!!
don't worry that's not a bad thing at all
i'm just happy..
parang ang dami kasing nangyari this week na unexpected
pero it sure made me happy

even though ang daming kelangang gawin na schoolworks
i think i'm loving it all over again
noon, akala ko susuko na ako
pero i guess ngayon im back on track!!
^_^

basta thanks sa mga pinagkukunan ko ng lakas
you know who you are ^_^
( parang masyado ko atang favorite yun ngayon,
"pinagkukunan ng lakas" hehe)

yun lang.. ^_^ just posting to share my happiness this week
sana magtuloy tuloy na ito

more than ME

*this song is dedicated to the people whom i get my strength
in times of downs and sorrow.
they don't know how much they mean to me,
so i thank them for everything.
thanks for appreciating the person i am,
they've made me realize
"i can be somethin more so much more than me"
^_^ tnx!

More Than Me
by Jordan Cahill (ost - stuck in the suburbs)

nananana... Ooh you take away the lonely pain oh yeah
And you help me rise above the flame uh huh
I've been so lost baby now I'm found
Ever since you've been around

*I never dreamed that someone could see
that knew who I was knew all that I could be
Only your love can make me believe
I can be somethin more so much more than me

Oooh i hardly recognize myself
And i know that i'd be lost without your help
I feel a promise of a brand new day
And now I wake up and i say

repeat *

more than any man has ever been now i feel like
i'm alive again (there's) nothin in this world that
i can't do everyday that goes by i'm livin my life for you nanana

reapeat *

so much more than me

ang sarap lang kasi ng feeling

^_^ just blogging before i'm going to start doing my schoolwork ^_^

mukha bang happy?? actually... happy naman talaga,
why am i happy?? sige.. ganto kasi yun...

first, kasi wala kami classes today
lahat ng subjects namin for today di namin kelangan pumasok
so free day ko, pero pumasok pa rin naman ako sa school
gawa kasi kami projects/assignments... basta schoolwork pa din
yun ang first...

second, kasi feeling ko marami naman kami nagawa
may isa nga lang ako di pa nagagawa.... hehehe
(and yun na dapat ang ginagawa ko ngayon... :P)
and kasi pa may nanlibre sa akin ^_^

and i guess this one really made my day ^_^
kasi may nalaman ako.. nakakatouch sya talaga...
doing something for a friend na akala mo maliit na bagay lang pala
sobra palang naappreciate... wala lang...
"ang sarap lang kasi ng feeling" na may nakakaappreciate ng ginagawa mo
yung akala mo wala lang, maliit lang na bagay, nothing special
then out of the blue bigla mag-tha-thank you... kasi daw ganyan...
"aaaaaaawwwww" ayun lang nasagot ko! hahaha speechless eh..
kasi ang dami na nangyayari this past weeks
ang dami daming deadlines, tests, reportings, etc.
na parang wala namang magandang kinalalabasan though ang laki ng effort na nilagay mo dun
ayun, saya talaga araw na toh! ^_^

^_^ tama nga si trix, just don't give up
something good will come my way
lahat ng paghihirap may kapalit din ^_^
(though, that's not what exactly she said
basta something like that :P)

wondering around...

haaaay...
ewan ko kung ano nangyayari sa akin ngayong araw na ito..
may test ako ulit bukas and eto ako nagbloblog ulit
nagbasa na naman ako, pero i guess that's not enough
i still have to review and that is why
i have to wake up early again tomorrow
medyo confident ako, ewan, siguro that's all i have now
50 - 50 ang feeling... sana maging ok naman ang araw ko bukas..

enrollment din bukas...
finally made up my mind, i know what i'm going to take
sana i'll find what i'm looking for dun sa track na pinili ko
well, ang hinahanap ko lang naman is yung magiging masaya ako
syempre, mahirap gawin ang madaling bagay kung wala dun ang puso mo
tama ba?? ^_^ gaano man yun kadali mahihirapan ka rin kaya dapat gusto mo!
gets?? dapat magets mo..

ang dami daming bagay ang gumugulo sa utak ko ngayon
lalo na at matatapos na ang pagiging 1st year
new year na next year! sana lang wala ako bagsak!
minsan parang hindi ko na kaya pero alam ko kakayanin ko toh!
may pinagkukunan naman ako ng lakas eh..

^_^ happy... sad... worried... baliw??
hindi naman... ^_^

sulit ba??

after two days of waking up so early and being at school at 7:30 am!!
after two days of reading and reading... and reading!
finally our test is over, how did it go? actually i'm so speechless after the test!
i'm not sure and i really can't tell how did i do...
if im going to pass it or not, but im really hoping that i passed it
and as a result it kind of ruined my day... haaaayyy buhay!
( y just can't i adapt some if my sister's intellegence??)

and... bakit ganun??
pinili ko itong course na ito coz i thought i like it
and even before, i asked for a sign, and it led me here
hindi naman sa pinagsisisihan kong nandito ako,
pero haaaayyy.... i can't find my self enjoying!
buti na lang may kasama akong paulinian,
i still have that feeling na everything is ok

another thing, i think i've lost the old and real me
as far as i know myself i'm that easy to give up
hindi ako basta basta umiiyak!!
pero bakit ganun?? naku!!
konting tiis na lang talaga!! aaaah!!!

i really can't give up now...
so help me GOD!

sige yun lang... haaay...

taking some time from my busy sked

its monday today and start of a new week
well, how did it go??? i guess for me, i think its ok ^_~

we had our pe, medyo nakakainis lang kasi ang sungit ni miss
morning na morning parang napapagalitan kami
kasi we computed our grades in a different way,
not according to what she wanted it
pero naging ok naman, and i got a 3.0! whew!
game time! naku! our team kind of sucked today, we lose!
but im glad i somehow got a 4.0 in being a linesmen and a scorer
ok, time! pe is over, sana magimprove pa grade ko kahit papaano!

chibugan time!
3 and half hours break! sisig again! hehehe tsalap!
marami dapat gawin, first samahan si filly sa DO! hehehe
buti na-validate na ID nya... then, kain lollipop! hehehe
review sana kaso di ganun nakapagreview, sayang

relsone time, there was a reporting done by our other blockmates
it was just like a film viewing of "the prince of egypt" but it was ok
anmath! oh my god! i think i'm going to die soon! heheh ayaw ko yun!
kelangan pagigihan, kelangan bumawi! aaaahh!!

haaay, ngayon dapat nagrereview ako,
pero what am i doing? blogging! bagay naman ang title ko eh.. ^_~
bukas, papasok maaga para magreview, sana makareview na ako ng matino!
i think i've got more than a hundred pages to read! kaya ko toh!
can't give up now!

i guess that's all for now.. ^_~

and everything was fine now

whew! naging ok na rin...
ang alin?? basta... medyo marami kasi nangyari this week

sa houz...
peace na kami!! hehehe
kasi naman eh, ng dahil sa butiki!
pasaway na butiki! tsk tsk tsk
buti na lang everything is fine now

sa school...
>acads..
doing well naman kahit papaano
sana maka-survive ako, konting tiis na lang
kaya ko toh! ^_^
>for a friend..
though wala man ako nabigay na advice
im happy na uki na..
basta po if you need ng makikinig dito lang po ako
>cello's!!
sarap talaga!

haayy...
sensya na, hindi ko alam kung may sense itong pinost ko for you
la lang, gusto ko lang kasi magshare
sige yun na lang..